The sad thing is that I actually believed for years that I just need a bit better conditions or it's just my mindset or willpower that are stopping me from doing things that I always wanted to do. Then I started learning about what ADHD is, what it does to you and that the willpower is outside your control. I've been taught that ADHD is just some problems with concetration and that's it. Teachers also repeated to me a lot of times that I just need to try harder because they can see that I'm capable of doing more but just don't want to. Life's fun.