Energy Workers

i always think of what i want to get out of my trip before i take shrooms and then ask the mushroom(s) for what i want from them. and i was holding the mushroom and i closed my eyes and thought about what i wanted and i felt the presence of the mushroom in my hand and that it was aware of me and i thought about mycelium and how its consciousness is more evolved than humans and i saw a clump of mycelium underground in the shape of a human like curled up, and i could feel that their skin was alive and i turned my gaze up to a mushroom growing off his back and i went into it and up the stem and into the cap, and i opened my eyes and looked into the gills under the cap and i wondered what i wanted from the mushroom and then i saw like an eye slowly open under the cap and i heard it say "what do you want?" and then my consciousness went like up the stem and out the gills in all directions and i saw a network connecting the mushroom to a higher collective consciousness and i understood that was to say that it was truly capable of doing anything, even physically, and i went up into the gills and also surrounded the mushroom and burned it and that made it giggle so i burned it more and it laughed harder and harder until it like turned inside out twice and i burned it a little more and it screamed but seemed to enjoy it, and then i came back down into my body and wondered what i wanted from the mushroom and then i felt it simultaneously go into and surround me and it took my hand and showed me every aspect of my life and how bright it is and i decided that my life is not perfect or very bright, but its what i want and what i already have and i really cant think of anything i would change aside from the natural path of change and i cant think of anything i would add to my life thats not already coming to me, and i figured that that was what i wanted from the mushroom so i thanked it for the trip