IvyRaven

joined 1 year ago
[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 8 points 2 months ago

Seeing it again yeah lol

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 25 points 2 months ago (2 children)

For me a lot of meltdowns feel like spiraling. Unable to communicate how I feel, feeling alone/separated, racing thoughts that run the gamete from anxious to depressing. Typically I want to reach out and connect to someone but I can't and that makes it worse somehow. It's scary to deal with especially as a lot of it feels so irrational yet it has a real impact.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 1 points 2 months ago

Oshi no Ko S2 has been satisfying so far. This has been a really bleh season of anime overall for me. Heavy fan service and/or a step away from outright hentai will keep me from watching something and this summer has felt like a lot of fetishy stuff. And since most shows revolve around teens I just can't watch that stuff.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 3 points 2 months ago

Luckily haven't had it on the top of the foot, but I've banged the bottom of my foot on stuff to try to itch it. Deep in the foot itch and unfortunately the stuff I do never helps for very long.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 24 points 2 months ago (4 children)

I get this, but in my feet. Just have to rub the bottom of my foot on something and hope for the best. Suuuuucks.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 10 points 3 months ago

He's a fine kicker, but an absolute chud and I hate they gave him all that money.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 7 points 3 months ago

Always over explain. Then apologize for over explaining. Have to give contest to everything so the explanation makes more sense.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 2 points 3 months ago (1 children)

Nice debunked conspiracy theories pushed by the GOP to vilify the 'other'. I'd say try harder but you're clearly a tool of the fascists.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 5 points 3 months ago

Yes! Educating people on the value of Blue Jays and trying to dispell the myths about them is important. Know my mom constantly is telling coworkers and others about how the Blue Jays get a bad rap. The ones around us have a mile plus wide communication network that gets the word out about predators and food being available. Kind of cool to hear them if you're on a walk and then see the hawk they're chasing/warning about.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 4 points 3 months ago

No experience with that book, but a lot of literature has autistim coded characters. Lot, well sort of, debate in the Warhammer 40k communities about a fair number of autism coded characters there. I can't remember who all they've said since I avoid a lot of the conversations but if I remember right a fair number of Space Marines, and their 'traitor' brethren are 'autistic'.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 10 points 3 months ago (4 children)

This sentiment always makes me laugh. We have a large family or three that live in the area and hang out on our feeder and water. They get pushed around by the morning doves, woodpeckers and sparrows. Cardinals and house finches spaz out on their own and fly off.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 3 points 3 months ago

Reanimation is soooo good. Still have my original copy of Hybrid Theory and it's great, but the edits on Reanimation just work really well. Meteora is good though their constant experimentation can make some stinkers.

 

So I'm a shut-in with a ton of problems and no money. My life revolves around World of Warcraft and Destiny 2 which is sad in its own right I'm sure. Anyway every single time I try to find a community (guild or clan) it goes to hell within a month or so. They always say I'm too negative about the game or my performance. No matter what I do/say it apparently always comes across as 'negative' and they see it as hurting their community. Funny enough these communities are always dead and I'm talking into a void trying to engage people.

Sorry I'm not sure why I'm posting this. Just had another group tell me I was getting kicked due to negativity and I'm so tired of it. I don't have any friends, I'm always starting over from scratch and even if I try my hardest it still ends the same way. Don't even feel that I'm being negative since I just say bugs me. Sorry. Feel like I could cry, because of everything, and I can't even do that.

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