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how's your week going Beehaw (beehaw.org)
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i'm back after an absence; i've been working on a bunch of stuff because Cohost is shutting down at the end of the month.

the result: i have a website now, and i'm porting over my essays and running my union blog out of that. i have an RSS feed that works for both, as far as i can tell. things seem like they're calming down now so hopefully i'll be able to be around more for the remainder of this month

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[โ€“] Alice@beehaw.org 5 points 3 months ago (1 children)

Bad mental health week. Accidentally alienated my only friend because he was trying to be nice but I felt like he didn't hear what I was saying and I kept talking in circles.

I don't think therapy is an option because I can't afford an involuntary commitment. I looked it up, and if I get lucky and they send me to the cheapest hospital, the first day will wipe out my savings. It's a minimum 72-hour hold, I'd be ruined.

Also I didn't even get my library card because I didn't realize the library closes early on my day off ๐Ÿ˜ข

Just trying to bury myself in overtime so I don't have time to mess my life up.

[โ€“] Zoop@beehaw.org 4 points 3 months ago (1 children)

I'm so sorry you're having such a difficult time. I wish I could fix it for you! I hope your brain eases up on you soon and things improve for you ASAP.

I feel like there's a lot more I want to say, but my brain is a turd and I can't find the words. I really, really feel for you and you're not alone, although I know it doesn't make it suck any less. You deserve better. I hope you're doing your best to be kind and understanding to yourself as you would with a beloved friend (but goodness I know how difficult that is/easier said than done!) ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–

[โ€“] Alice@beehaw.org 3 points 3 months ago

Thank you, that's very kind โค๏ธ