This is going to offend and disgust you all, but it needs to, and it's undeniably centered around amateur radio. Please read 'Frequently Proposed Stupidity' before responding, because the knee-jerk reaction enthusiasts will dismiss this, even when I'm confronting their asinine, antiquated world views, head on:
You tap danced in here, FIRED OFF THE FIRST AND SECOND FAQ LINE ITEMS, and collected your upvotes. Wow, you certainly have a skill, for SAYING WHAT PEOPLE WANT TO HEAR, so they can crawl back into their bubbles of denial.
If you read any of my writing (your takeaways sound like your excuses, to dismiss the entire subject), which was fully comprehensible, you just willfully gaslit me. You just psychologically abused me. You just psychologcially abused everyone like me, who has been abused by the system, BECAUSE OF YOUR EXACT ATTITUDE. Nevermind that this writeup MAY AS WELL HAVE BEEN ABOUT YOU AND THE OTHER COMMENTERS, just keep swimming, and just keep parroting the same bullshit. You knew my deterrents, and you had the gall to suggest, this is untreated mental illness, when this entire writeup is an affront to that. You're suggesting that I should be abused by the broken system some more, which means.. I get to hurt you back now, right?
Here's what I'm going to propose, to perhaps help you learn something (or at least laugh at your suffering, like this federated cesspit):
Any questions, sport?
Neither of those refute the idea that this is all in your head. It’s just abuse towards anyone questioning your narrative.
Which is what a schizophrenic would do.