This is going to offend and disgust you all, but it needs to, and it's undeniably centered around amateur radio. Please read 'Frequently Proposed Stupidity' before responding, because the knee-jerk reaction enthusiasts will dismiss this, even when I'm confronting their asinine, antiquated world views, head on:
Neither of those refute the idea that this is all in your head. It’s just abuse towards anyone questioning your narrative.
Which is what a schizophrenic would do.