Sometimes motivation can make your better in forced way
Your case same like mine actually. in the end i forced to learn programming because it's digital era & everything will be digital at some point, at first i admit i suck at everything but as time goes on i can made something better and better

I still remembered the first time i forced my way i learned about programming world especially web dev 14 years ago. I learned WordPress, why i learned it ? because it can make website really really fast, it's high demand in my country (even today), you can make easy peasy money with it since my client doesn't care about what tools you used as long as the website is launch and meet their requirements, & it suits for client that have very tight budget

[–] devilish666@lemmy.world 1 points 8 months ago

Well nowadays i still learning how to make website & apps in proper way (like true programmer does). I admit it's hard since i always use the easy way to cheat it, but i will made it through
Maybe next time I'll learn how to make games since nowadays games popularity has rised so much compared way back then