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The original was posted on /r/transsexual by /u/Falgun1996 on 2023-06-30 09:20:13+00:00.
Hello,
I am trans (ftm), Pretransition. I am attracted to men. Had my first experience of gender dysphoria at 5 years old. I am 26 now. I was hypersexual since 4 years old, had twisted fantasies, used to get engaged in hyperfeminine dress up in secret, used to gratify myself doing masterbation type of things (i had no idea about genitals at that time).
Today I was talking to my sister. She said my dysphoria could possibly have stemmed from my shame and guilt regarding the childhood hypersexuality.
I am very dysphoric about my body, about my breasts, my lack of body hair, periods, lack of male genitals, going into the womens loo etc. I have an intense aversion towards my genitals.
What my sister said, may very well be a fact.
But I am not sure if this is the only thing.
Can anyone help?