doomer stuff
Feeling hopeless about social transitioning. I'll never be able to come out of the closet at this rate.
I was so full of optimism and hope back when I accepted that I was trans, but that's all gone now. I can't reverse the damage the first puberty did to my body, and I cannot live my life as a non-passing trans woman. I'll probably just be stuck boymoding forever. What a miserable existence.
Fucking cis people never have to deal with any of this shit. Why couldn't I just have been born a cis girl?
Mood