MelodiousFunk

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[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 2 points 4 days ago (1 children)

This is only true until the faces are melted into the plastics in the masks, and then the masks forcibly removed.

[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 18 points 4 days ago

The entire site looks to be slop.

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Why does it have three...? You know what, never mind.

[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 1 points 5 days ago

Getting up 2-3 times in the middle of the night to urinate is also good for your back.

[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 36 points 6 days ago (7 children)

The police do not care about porch pirates.

[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

The pocket depression rectangle is great for distraction noises in a pinch.

[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 11 points 1 week ago (1 children)

If we invert the chirality of the tachyon pulse emitter, we can stabilize the fluctuations in the muonic field!

[–] MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net 3 points 1 week ago (3 children)

Same, that one is completely unrelatable to me. My boyfriend can do it, but we suspect it's actually dissociation, a trauma response.

Ding ding ding! For me, the thoughts become so pervasive/overwhelming that I either retreat completely, or get lost in the sauce. It's not uncommon for my spouse to check in on me while I'm on the toilet. "You've been in there for an hour." Zero recollection of time passing, and little to no memory of thoughts. Or I'll be in the shower, have a stray thought snag a neuron, and who knows how long later I'm still standing there holding the soap, unsure of what I've washed already, but shaken because I just mentally experienced a dozen different versions of a traumatic event that hasn't actually happened. The former is as close as I get to head empty, the latter is everything firing at once in the least productive way possible.

I've tried to so many times "clear my mind of thought" as people say to do for meditation, but all the attempts have ever done was leave me more stressed than I was before. My brain does not shut the fuck up. Ever. I've been suffering from insomnia as far back as I can recall, all because no matter how tired I am, sometimes my brain just will. not. be. quiet. Everything is a potential stimulus. Any minor sound, the feeling of my bedsheet, even having my partner turn over could remind me of some obscure memory or story or fact, and my brain doesn't stop, it just changes direction.

Loud and clear. For meditation, I've found that guided works better for me. And instead of "clearing my head" (ha), concentrating on abstract visualizations related to the guidance helps. For sleep, I have to break all of the "rules." Have something to concentrate on like a game, video, or book until I feel like I'm "ready." (Like dropping the phone or controller.) And then have music playing low to take my attention as I fall asleep. Without it, as you said, any little stimulus is enough to send things into overdrive and undo any sleepiness. Doubly so if the stimulus leads to anxiety.

Also, fuck doctors that won't listen. And double-fuck those that insist on trying to cram everything into boxes that they're familiar with, to the exclusion of maybe just MAYBE the person living through the experience has a better read on said experience than you do.

 
 

cross-posted from: https://slrpnk.net/post/23118846

I have no idea what old builds I've posted where. Apologies if this is a repeat.

 

I have no idea what old builds I've posted where. Apologies if this is a repeat.

 
 
 

cross-posted from: https://slrpnk.net/post/23019777

Random older build. Jesta > GM > Nemo > Jegan. IMO, of course.

 

Random older build. Jesta > GM > Nemo > Jegan. IMO, of course.

 

My FLHS hasn't gotten any of the Exceed heads in years. Here's two of my favorites.

 

I just finished a re-read of the original Gundam novels (Awakening, Escalation, Confrontation) by Tomino himself. In the light of GQX's "what if" timeline, I think now is as good a time as any for any and all UC fans to give them a go.

Up front, the events in the novels are not canon. Tomino wrote the books while the anime was still in production, and wanted to go in a more mature direction with the story, unconstrained by sponsors and toy sales. There are many parallels to the anime, but right from the get-go things are framed differently: Amuro, Kai, Hayato, and Ryu are already enlisted pilot cadets in the Federation. The concept of newtypes is also introduced early on.

Events, and some characters, diverge further from canon as the story moves along. The beats remain mostly the same but the details vary. One of the most relevant differences, in terms of present-day, is that Challia Bull takes on a much more important role in the novels. In the anime, he was just one of many forgettable doomed mobile armor pilots. In the books, he becomes Char's trusted confidante and a major player. I got chills while watching GQX Beginning in the theater - the vibe was totally lifted from the novels.

By the final showdown, events have diverged almost unrecognizably from the anime, and are incompatible with anything else from the franchise. Tomino has said that had he known how the anime was going to end, and that there would be sequel(s), he would not have written the books as he did. But as they are, they give insight into the directions Tomino wanted to go, some of which were realized in Zeta especially.

And I think that is really where the novels shine. While the events are not canon, there is thematic depth that absolutely still resonates in Gundam to this day. Officially, bits and pieces have been taken from the books over the years for various media: Zeon PM Darcia made it into the movie adaptation of the anime; G3 Gundam has become a staple color variant; Sasro was fleshed out in Origin; and now Challia is getting some of the spotlight in GQX.

All that said, there are some rough edges. First and foremost, Tomino is notoriously bad at writing nuance for women's characters. The novels are no exception. Though there is a bit of saving grace in that he verbalizes some of his complex through the thoughts of the male characters, which makes it a bit easier to relate to IMO. Instead of being squarely incel-level "woman does something incomprehensible," it's more "I have no idea what she was thinking, but I wish I did so I could have not been such an ass." It's not much of an improvement, but I'll take what I can get in this category. Also, the English translation itself is kind of rough. It's not bad, and I can't speak on accuracy, but there's an awkwardness that's hard for me to describe.

In all, I see the novels as an integral, though complimentary, piece of UC lore. They open a window into Tomino's thought process while the original anime was still taking form, giving us more depth to some key characters even if the events are an alternate timeline.

I do not believe this is currently in print. Once fairly rare, there have been at least two modern compilations so it shouldn't be too difficult to locate. Of note, the downloadable epub version on archive.org is from the original 1990 translation. This was long before official romanizations of names were available, so we get some phonetic transliterations like Sha, Brite, Zak, and Zavi. It also seems to have stripped out line breaks, along with the occasional < Line of newtype telepathic dialog > , though this may have just been my reader borking things. The PDFs look fine though.

Okay, gushfest over. If anyone else has read these (or is curious about anything), I would love to hear your thoughts.

 
 

I just finished Advocate, book 3 of Daniel M. Ford's The Warden series. I've been really enjoying this world. The first two books ended on cliffhangers, and the year wait between entries was killing me. Book 3 ended with a nice wrap up of one arc and a setup for another, both building up the bones of a larger story that's been looming ominously.

The problem is, it looks like Tor has dropped the series. The Warden and Necrobane were available in hardcover, but Advocate only got a TPB release. I can't find anything concrete about book 4, and according to a friend of a friend (and taken with the appropriate grain of salt) sales weren't good enough on the first book (?!?) to warrant re-upping the series.

I'm bummed. I found out about Ford's first series, Paladin, through word of mouth. I thought it was okay - a little tropey in places, but once he found his pace it was entertaining enough. Then he did some detective stuff that I had no interest in, but when I heard that he was doing another fantasy series, and that it got picked up by Tor, my interest was piqued. The result so far has been a marked improvement from Paladin, and one of the few things to poke through my deep depression these past few years. And now it's all in limbo.

Maybe I'm overreacting. I'm not going to pretend the know the machinations of the publishing world, and maybe someone else is going to pick up the series. It's just frustrating to find something nice and get it yanked away.

Anyway, rant over. I enjoyed my time with this series regardless of its future. If anyone else has read it (or has heard any news about continuation), I'd love to hear your thoughts.

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