When did this happen? I was hospitalized from serotonin syndrome for maybe a week. Your brain isn't damaged. You're still ill. If you weren't on pain killers, you'd realize that you are actually still sick.
I went through the whole psych ward thing too. I kept getting angry that they had to observe me pee. My gf had to explain to me that getting angry wasn't going to make them stop. it'd make it worse.
In a bizarre way, being hospitalized for suicide is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity because this is the time you can fully disclose. Healthy people never have a moment where they can entirely throw themselves on their supporters, entirely drop every pretense. It's a cliche because it's true, you can actually come out a better person.
hey you know my favorite eminen song, it's the one where he's rapping and he raps angrier as the song progresses.
I think it's about him having hard times.
Have you ever heard that eminem song?