It's completely normal to wanna work hard and advance in your field of work, especially since it seems to be something you're really passionate about. I know just how much work being in a party demands of you, so it makes sense why you couldn't find the time to fuel your career.
I think you're decision was right because getting alienated from your passion really chips away at your mental, so working on that was the right call imo. Hope you find great success comrade!
It's completely normal to wanna work hard and advance in your field of work, especially since it seems to be something you're really passionate about. I know just how much work being in a party demands of you, so it makes sense why you couldn't find the time to fuel your career.
I think you're decision was right because getting alienated from your passion really chips away at your mental, so working on that was the right call imo. Hope you find great success comrade!