Every time I recall those episodes, and the pain, it gets easier to do, emotionally.
And theoretically I could just get it operated on - there have been improvements in the field. But the prospect of going under the knife is scary, especially in an area where one fuckup or miscalculation could lead to partial paralysis for life. Throw in a mix of abusive American healthcare and... Weekly therapy is more preferable.
I haven't played the game, but I would recommend checking out ProtonDB for experiences from people who have.
https://www.protondb.com/app/1144200
There are 406 reports, I find it useful to look for reports from people with similar hardware to mine.