inv3r5ion

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[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 4 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

I never got diagnosed, my best friend since I was 1 who worked with autistic people diagnosed me in my mid 20s and I was very offended. Then a whole bunch of life crisis stuff happened in my mid 30s and I looked into it for real this time, took a bunch of online tests out of curiosity and there it was, autistic. It explains so much of what’s “wrong” with me and why I can’t just be like everyone else.

I’m female so a lot of shit just gets swept under the rug especially growing up in the 90s where females can’t have neurodivergence it’s a disruptive rich white boy problem (in america).

Given the timeline america is on I don’t want an official diagnosis, it won’t give me anything but more trouble. And I’d have to pay handsomely for the pleasure of opening myself up to discrimination and worse.

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 4 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

First time I have proper memories was nursery so 3-4 I remember standing off by the side watching all the other kids wondering why they were able to have fun so easily.

Relatable. This sounds like autism to me. My limited early memories (not the first) are this way too. Felt like an outsider my entire life, still do.

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 4 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Raisin Bran

Love that

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 14 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

My earliest memory is coincidentally the same time I became vegetarian.

I was about 4, we just got a new puppy. I was eating a hot dog outside, it was late spring or maybe summer and my family was grilling in the backyard. I look at my dog, I look at my hot dog (knowing it was beef, not an actual dog), I look back at my dog, back at the hot dog, and I remember distinctly thinking this:

I’m not going to eat my dog so why would I eat a cow? Why are cows ok to eat but dogs aren’t? That’s it I’m not eating this ever again. Or any animal.

And in that moment I not only became a vegetarian but an anarchist as well, realizing that hierarchy is a bullshit concept at the ripe old age of 4. I was a weird fucking kid. Both parents ate meat, and my family tried to force me to eat animals for a number of years until they gave up.

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 13 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Ya he needs one of those knife missles we usually reserve for “terrorists”

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 points 2 weeks ago

My joke but worse

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 points 2 weeks ago

I saw your other comment after I made this one. You bring up valid points. I think we should throw the whole country out and start over personally.

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 0 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

The defense has the right to pick half the jury - and defense lawyers are usually very serious about defending their clients and getting the best possible outcome. They’re going to pick the most favorable jurists they can.

IMO he got over charged and they state is gonna learn the hard way that their strategy of making an example of him will backfire.

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 3 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

If that happens there will be a whole lot of voting by bullet

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 3 points 2 weeks ago

Drunk on boot

Love that

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

You know. I’ve been having a hard time with both the official story and the that’s not the real shooter theory.

Your theory is a third one I haven’t thought of before. He is the shooter but they faked how they found him to protect their secret surveillance capabilities from being reported on. Maybe illegal maybe not, but probably tech they don’t want the public knowing about.

This actually sounds most plausible to me.

[–] inv3r5ion@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 2 weeks ago

No he got NY terrorism charges and murder charges in NY and federally and then federal gun charges iirc

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