peppersky

joined 2 years ago
[โ€“] peppersky@hexbear.net 5 points 4 days ago (1 children)

saw that i got a call from a friend on discord whom i was supposed to play elden ring nightreign with today while i was on the go and wrote to him that i'd be there in fifteen minutes, only to see when i got home that he is already playing with two other friends, one of whom clearly said he couldn't play today and the other one i don't know. this friend knows that i feel lonely and that i dont have anything to do today. fuck my life

where do i find other better friends also i might have a slight very boring case of borderline personality disorder and want to die

[โ€“] peppersky@hexbear.net 2 points 4 days ago (2 children)

thinking about explaining my psychological problems to chatgpt like the loser i am i actually go to actual real life human being to human being therapy but it doesnt help

[โ€“] peppersky@hexbear.net 4 points 4 days ago

i bit my hand again until it bled, i dont want to live this life anymore, yesterday i felt good and had fun and hope why do i feel like this again do i have bipolar disorder, why do i have to live in these soulless hopeless godawful times, i could deal with all the other shit, i cannot deal with the soulless soulsucking void that is modern capitalism, im never going to live in a community, ill never have a friendgroup, a house to live in, a girlfriend or love, once my parents are dead ill have no one to rely on and my parents are poor and i should be ashamed to rely on themm

[โ€“] peppersky@hexbear.net 7 points 4 days ago

carl marx would not say this

[โ€“] peppersky@hexbear.net 4 points 6 days ago

Post good, post nice, post about the things that make you happy, create something that makes you happy and gives you hope and share it with the world.

[โ€“] peppersky@hexbear.net 9 points 6 days ago (2 children)

Everyone's very tired

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