theneverfox

joined 2 years ago
[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 4 points 7 hours ago

Exactly.

Money makes everything horrible. I loved every moment of volunteering, I've done so many off the wall things because someone needed help and I have a wide skillet. I love saving the day. I don't even like praise, I just like the satisfaction of knowing I helped

But money makes me feel yucky. I hate talking about it, I hate asking for it, I hate using it... I'm ok with having it, but only if I don't look at it. I'm even conflicted about rewards for my work

I want to help people. I want a place i can make my own. I want to be free, to have a place where I can build unrestricted

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 7 points 9 hours ago (2 children)

That's one of the big lies of capitalism. Everyone likes to work. We just don't like being told what to do, and we especially don't like to be exploited

My best interaction today was helping someone pick up the peanut butter stand he knocked over - I only picked up like 4 jars, but I lived up to my morals and that felt nice. I turned an embarrassing event into something communal, we exchanged like three sentences, and at least three people's days were made better for a minute long event

It feels good to help. It feels good to do. The money (and implicit coercion) is what makes it feel bad

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 4 points 11 hours ago

I mean, honestly? If you do anything hard enough capitalism will yield enough to make it a living... Eventually

Capitalism wants us all to be interchangable cogs, but humans are humans. People like passionate people, if you want to weave baskets out of trash, you could just refuse to accept "that's not a job" and do it all day every day

By sheer force of will, you can turn anything into a job. It's probably not going to make you rich, there will be hard times, most everyone in your life will almost attack you for it every step of the way, but if you refuse to bend eventually the world will

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 2 points 19 hours ago

Well, seeing as it already flooded...

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 4 points 20 hours ago

And that's why Zohran is great. He answers questions like this so well that interviewers stop asking, because they'll just be teeing him up to explain his platform in simple, easily understood detail

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 34 points 1 day ago (4 children)

This is fucking stupid. It's when you concentrate as group in a place. That fucking simple. And it's, it's always horrible

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 42 points 1 day ago

A sane society wouldn't create a currency based on debt

Our entire economy is balancing on infinite growth, because it's all made up of chains of debt that all siphon off money upwards, at every step

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 6 points 1 day ago

Yep... It's amazing how hard it is to convince people that China is just capitalism and the government doing things

Things the US (and most) governments have explicitly defined authority to do already, they just pretend that it's unthinkable

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 1 points 1 day ago

You get hit by a baseball. Then you're cursed with an overwhelming fear of getting hit by baseballs

This compels you to get protective equipment and hide behind a guy (who's entire job is to catch the ball if it makes it past the batter)

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 3 points 2 days ago

It's because they become an avatar for their money

Every tweet Elon makes affects his horde. Every single one - and usually it's just a few hundred thousand and balances out- but occasionally it's hundreds of millions in the red

And Elon can't help himself. Most of them can

They can only be themselves in locations with tight information control, which is generally resorts with other billionaires. Who seem to be consistently in a pissing match with each other about their wealth and influence

And that's why they're fucking inhuman dragons

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 3 points 2 days ago

Nah, Mars sounds great. A tiny prison of their own making, as the corners they cut slowly come back to bite them? That's poetic

[–] theneverfox@pawb.social 2 points 2 days ago

Anyone who says that is pretty stupid, but I don't think I've ever met someone who actually held that position

I will say that working to colonize Mars will teach us to fix the Earth... But it would be real nice if we stopped fucking up the Earth in the first place

 

For the last week or so, I've been waking up several hours earlier than normal and not being able to get back to restful sleep. I've never had this problem before, I'm just getting more exhausted by the day because I'm not getting to sleep much earlier

Then I find out other people are experiencing the same thing, same timeframe - around a week ago it just started for seemingly no reason

 

Between wanting to do more with local LLMs, wsl annoyances, and the direction tech companies have been going lately, I think it's time I start exploring a full Linux migration

I'm a software dev, I'm comfortable in the command line, and I used to write the node configuration piece of something similar to chef (flavor/version agnostic setup of cloud environments)

So for me, Linux has always been a "modify the script and rebuild fresh" kind of deal... Even my dev VMs involved a lot of scripts and snapshots. I don't enjoy configuration and I really hate debugging it, but I can muddle through when I have to

Web searches have pushed me towards Ubuntu for LLM work, but I've never been a big fan of the window Managers. I like little flourishes like animation and lots of options I can set graphically, I use multiple desktop multiple monitors

I've tried the one it comes standard with, gnome, and kde (although it's been about 5 years since I've last given them a real shot).

I'm mostly looking for the most reasonable footprint that is "good enough", something that feels polished to at least the Windows XP level - subtle animations instead of instant popups, rounded borders, maybe a bit of transparency here and there.

I'm looking at Ubuntu w/

  • kde w/ plasma (I understand it's very configurable, I don't love the look and it seems to be a bigger footprint

  • budgie (looks nice, never heard of it before today)

  • kylin (looks very Windows 10 which is nice, a bit skeptical about the Chinese focus)

  • mate (I like the look, but it seems a bit dubiously centralized)

  • unity (looks like the standard Ubuntu taken to it's natural conclusion)

  • rhino Linux (something new which makes me skeptical, but pretty and seems more like existing tools packaged together which makes me think the issues might not impact actual workflow)

  • anything the community is big on for this, personally I'd pick opensuze, but I need to maximize compatibility with bleeding edge LLM projects

My hardware and hard requirements are:

  • nvidia 1060ti
  • ryzen 5500u
  • 16g ram
  • 4 drives nearly full, because it's a computer of Theseus running the same (upgraded) vista license that came with the case like 15 years ago
  • multi desktop, multi monitor
  • can handle a lot of browser Windows/tabs
  • ideally the setup is just a package mana ger install script with all my dependencies
  • gaming support would be nice, but I'll be dual booting for VR anyways

I've been out of the game for a while, I'd love to hear what the feeling is in the community these days

(Side note, is pine as cool a company as it seems?)

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