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That's a good question - I started HRT in December 2023, and I couldn't have any surgeries until 1 year later (Dec. 2024). I knew I wanted an orchi, so during my first year of HRT I got a letter from a therapist for surgery, and then called up the hospital and scheduled a consultation, which happened probably sometime in the summer or fall of 2024 (sorry, details are a little fuzzy here).
Then I had the orchi scheduled with them for December and I started laser hair removal on the genital region a couple months before the orchi as I started to think a vaginoplasty would be a good idea.
Electrolysis for hair removal started ASAP after the orchi, so that was early February.
So overall the wait was like 6ish months since if I hadn't been so dismissive of my bottom dysphoria and taken vaginoplasty more seriously, I might have done hair removal my whole first year of HRT and then had the vaginoplasty ASAP in December 2024 rather than waiting for June 2025.
Either way, I consider this a pretty short timeline, though I really wish I could have had my orchi when I started HRT in 2023, that insurance requirement to wait a year is blatant transphobia.
Honestly I have no idea - I tend to think about getting the best surgeon and then getting whatever method they are best at. Since this surgeon is best at PIV that's what I went with. I wish I had more details about it, because I've never heard of a full-depth vaginoplasty being done in 2 - 3 hours, that's just insane.
In visits before the operation I did ask the PA and nurses about what to expect in terms of sensation, function, etc. I didn't give a lot of input on aesthetics, but that's partially because I've seen his work before and it matches what I would like.
Leading up to the surgery was so nervous I was making a mistake and scared that it would look awful and I would immediately feel regret. Once I was in my own room and could look at it more closely, despite being the first day I felt this immense relief - like I had just shed a mountain of burden. I was shocked to find that I was so extremely happy with the results, and that led to some happy sobbing.
I've had intrusive thoughts about cutting off my penis since I was a teenager, and my scrotum has always seemed extremely gross to me - I just coped by not taking those feelings seriously, and so in a real way I didn't understand my own bottom dysphoria or how severe it was. Right now at least I just feel so much relief and happiness - and I can't explain why, it just is that way despite not expecting it to be like this at all.
That is a short timeline! I'm happy that you were able to move this fast!
This has always been a thing that worries me. I'm mostly concerned with functionality, though obviously we would all like like have all 3 be perfect. I'm glad you were able to find the procedure you were hoping for!
Joy really is the end goal, isn't it?
This surgeon seems pretty decent on all three measures, aesthetic seems ideal as well as function and sensitivity.
Here are some photos of the surgeon's work:
NSFW
3 month post-op:
different person, 1 year post-op (this one is shallow-depth / vulvoplasty):
same vulvoplasty person but 6 months post-op:
a different person 4 days post-op:
and yeah, joy is the end-goal I guess, for me it's more like harm reduction driving things than joy, but I'm happily surprised when the joy comes anyway, lol
I have a hard time connecting with my feelings around dysphoria, I've coped really well and part of the way I cope is by dismissing and ignoring my feelings around gender.