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The original was posted on /r/tifu by /u/babyalicememedreamer on 2024-09-07 22:57:24+00:00.
Backstory: In summer 2022,i met a guy who ill call bart. When we first met we werent super close but he was dating one of my friends so i would bump into him frequently.
After a few months, bart and my freind broke up and the breakup was complicated and i didnt see him for a while.I didnt see him until 2023 when we both started going to the same music group. We were always (and still are) super supportive of eachothers original music and progress and stuff.
Fast foreward to a few months ago, i dstarted developing a crush on bart. I didnt plan on telling many people but due to my lack of understanding of socializing and social anxiety, id just blurt it out when i was awkwardly standing with a friend and didnt know what to say.
I only remember telling my brother, my close friend group and some friends who said they wouldnt say anything to bart.
Now, i dont know if i was just being super obvious or if someone told him but i was hanging out with a friend. I was about to tell her because she told me abt when she had a crush on someone when she turned to me and said "you know he knows right?"
That was 2 weeks ago. I have been shitting myself for the last two weeks, waiting for him to confront me but i think both of us are too afraid of confrontation to say anything.
We had our music group on thursday and he played a song he wrote and i think it might have been about me. It had some lyrics abt whispering sweet things about him and 'meet me at the centre' (its a youth group in a youth centre) and added some sildes on guitar (ive mentioned before how i like the sound of the sliding because it scratches an itch in my brain)
Now i dont know what to do. Pls help ๐๐
TL;DR: i have crush. I tell my close friends and some friends who specify tHey wont say anything. Word spreads (or im too obvious). Crush finds out and writes a song. I shit myslef for the next forseeable future