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[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 4 points 1 week ago

You probably made the best possible decision, considering the situation. I unfortunately had the displeasure of seeing a guy enter multiple relationships with different women, even though he acknowledged there were multiple red flags even before he started dating them. In one instance, he literally left a fucking 24 hour timer so he could know when to stop ghosting her and actually answer the message. Totally wild shit. In the end, he hurt himself and others emotionally, when he could have just said "no" at the beginning, and spared everyone a lot of nerves and tears.

If you want to chat about anything, my dms are always open cuddle

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 2 points 1 week ago

Stay strong comrade meow-hug

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 14 points 1 week ago

Stay strong comrade meow-hug

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 7 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Anybody watched the new Joker? Is it any good?

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 43 points 2 weeks ago

When you come at the king, you best not miss

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 7 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Somebody more knowledgeable correct me, but wasn't the whole nuclear winter thing debunked already?

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 9 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

At least in terms of Gaza, the IDF fascist paratroopers do a good job of making propaganda against themselves by literally filming their own war cimes, so I would start by showing them how vile and bloodthirsty the freikorps really are. Seriously, even the biggest chud probably will probably find it a little tasteless of making a joke out of a destroyed home by knocking on the barely standing door frame.

I honestly think leftist discourse as a whole needs to get out of its own head. The right does very well of employing tactics such as dog whistling and misdirection. We really need to invest a lot into our populism department, especially since we have blatant right wing propaganda, such as the manosphere and sigma bullshit, to deal with on a daily basis.

We need some action. Why not rent out a billboard of the aforementioned videos, with the headline being "THIS IS WHERE YOUR TAXPAYER MONEY IS GOING". We're also gonna need some young, charismatic speakers. Lenin didn't inspire the people by recording a bunch of video essays.

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 1 points 3 weeks ago

Ah, alright then. Thanks for all the help

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 2 points 3 weeks ago

Oh no, I definitely am in my own head, but yeah, I doubt that college is gonna work out anymore. As i said, it's obviously not the sole culprit, but it is the straw that broke the camels back. The college is pretty much an "upgraded" high school (but not really because my high school was actually better equipped with pcs and whatnot lol). Like I'm just fucking tired of all this shit. This country, these people, village, toxic and reactionary culture and environment etc. Since I have social anxiety it's honestly pretty hard to approach people anyways, and even if I do, there is pretty much zero stuff of note (for me), to talk about. I just feel like most of these people are shallow, don't really have their own opinions about anything, and are far away from actually discussing any real politics or really anything substantive. Maybe it's different in the west, but here people really love to have this kind of small talk where it feels like neither person is really interested in whatever the other person has to say. Stuff like asking you where you've been, who you've seen, if you've been going out to party or drink or have sex or whatever. Throw in rumors around your general family and social circle and boom, that's how 95% of conversations go here.

I mean at this point, I have only about 2 people whom I could honestly even consider friends. One guy is just the kind of classic, mostly shallow guy who just kind of nods his head along to everything I say, whom I mostly hang out with in cafes and such just to pass the time and whatnot. The other is an actually somewhat intelligent dude who, despite being kind of a religious reactionary at certain times (the classic behaviour here), is honestly pretty open to differing opinions and whatnot, and I can actually have a dialogue with him instead of just talking to the walls. But even with him, we don't really hang out in our village, but rather when me and him both travel to the town via bus. I mean, he also has his own problems (living with his father who is divorced, also now without a job), so I completely understand that he might not have the time for me. But at the end of the day, I really couldn't open up about anything in my personal life like I did in this post because I simply don't fucking trust anyone (probably the result of all the bullying and verbal abuse I've experienced in my life). Also, when I did open up that one time with the friend I ended up severing ties with, he told me: "Well maybe it's just that you think you have it the worst". Like, yeah, thank you for trying to trivialize my mental and physical anguish in my most vulnerable state you idiotic fuckwad.

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 2 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

Thank you. I doubt I can really do that since my languages isn't really all that big, but I'll explore the option.

Do you have any tech community recommendations? Ideally ones dealing with certs and stuff, since I'm excluding that whole college option (which would limit me to this country anyway), that's really the only way forward that I can see in advancing my career.

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 3 points 3 weeks ago (4 children)

Oh I think you missed it, I am using linux concurrently, I'm just reading up about new commands and ways to expand upon that knowledge. In fact, rn I'm writing this from an Arch laptop using a tiling wm, whereas on my PC I have another Arch on my SSD (mostly used for gaming and whatnot) and Gentoo on my hard drive (don't really use this one too much, probably because I fucked up something with the new e-profiles or whatever so now it's just refusing to update, I tried some things initially to fix it, but got bored and meow-tableflip )

Anyway, can you shoot me a dm about that data rater or whatever? Never heard of it, and ideally, If I can get 400-500$/month, that's more than enough to survive right now. I honestly just wanna join some tech communities or something since I am really lacking in any real connections right now, especially in terms of trying to get a job.

[–] 0__0@hexbear.net 1 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

You have any specific reccs?

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