That sounds like a much better idea.

Maybe, my blood was already red though

Yeah motivation can be tricky and I actually missed the bit where you're specifically looking for something to do at night before getting to sleep instead of pacing around.

Uhh... Rubix cube? Puzzle? If you don't want to walk around something where you use your hands and that takes some mental focus might help. Hopefully you find something!

I'mMature

Start a project doing something that allows you to enter a flow state. Could be programming, woodworking, knitting, anything you can reasonably do with your interests and budget. If you can find something that holds your attention it will delete time.

Tax animal meat, put the proceeds into precision fermentation.

While the Bible contains each of these concepts in both the Hebrew and Christian scriptures, it does not seem that Christian and Jewish texts were the intended target of the ban, but rather books written by queer or Black authors.

So what, if those are the absurd rules that have passed they should be applied. If your special book meets the criteria sounds like a good reason not to have such a law in the first place.

They truly are empty inside.

pees blood

Oh shit that looks expensive

Aren't they only like 3 years apart or something?

Such a tough and heartbreaking situation. Of course I'm pretty sure most of us would like to think we'd step up if our country was brutally attacked but I honestly have no idea what I'd do. Facing seemingly endless meat waves would be hell by itself let alone thermobaric bombs and drones.

As long as you keep at least one foot supporting you on the bed it still counts as not leaving the bed.