Ho_Chi_Chungus

joined 3 years ago
 

I don't really have a lot to say here. I'm trans now, I've been posting in the trans mega for a few weeks now, most of our trans userbase has probably noticed by now, but you probably wouldn't know if you didn't notice the pronoun change or looked at the trans mega, but yeah

I'm a girl now

You don't have to make a new account to be trans on hexbear but honestly I felt like I wanted something else. Ho_Chi_Chungus is a good username (and no you can't have it if you want, sorry) but like, I really wanted an unmistakably trans femme username. This more than anything I'm feeling really hesitant about because it's comically over the top but uhh, yeah

Henceforth, I will be posting as...lenin-dont-laugh

spoiler spoiler @EstraDoll@hexbear.net

yeah it's corny as hell but fuck it, i like it :::

i don't really have anything else to say to be honest, other than I'm gonna keep all my old posts up because Biggs is there biggs

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 12 points 5 months ago (2 children)

having second thoughts about the new username because it's a bit too over the top but fuck it, it goes hard

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 8 points 5 months ago

that too is also a mood. I guess one of the "coming to terms with being trans" emotions in my head that I'm thinking is like, yeah you can think something is attractive on someone else but not you. Do I like facial hair? Yes, just not on me, please

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 14 points 5 months ago (3 children)

honestly i don't even think having facial hair is bad, persay, but I really like the idea of HRT+Electrolysis taking it all off because then i would just never have to bother shaving again which sounds nice

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 4 points 5 months ago

It might just take you some time getting used to it vivian-shrug. it's still taking me some time to get adjusted to having a new name and pronouns and identity as a trans girl

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 7 points 5 months ago (1 children)

alright fuck it. i'll send in my application for new hexbear username after work tonight. hopefully by tomorrow i'll be posting under a new, ridiculously trans femme username

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 58 points 5 months ago

From the creek to the ocean, we reject the zionist notion

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 11 points 5 months ago

yeah i've been posting here like every day for like 3-4 weeks now lol

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 18 points 5 months ago (2 children)

pepe-silvia THE SPINACH WAS ACTUALLY JUST CODE/STANDIN FOR TESTOSTERONE. POPEYE IS A TRANS MAN

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 4 points 5 months ago (1 children)

A lot of the time I see newly trans people be depressed or angry about it,

lmao that's how i was being cis. I constantly swung between being an irritable edgelord and an edgy irate egg

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 3 points 5 months ago

i think this is just the autism talking but i think one of the big reasons i prefer MLism over anarchism is that i really like the idea of a central planner telling me where to go and what to do. like, wow, i really need that clear and precise direction. thanks!

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 3 points 5 months ago

i only ever have two moods anymore:

mood 1: kirby-jammin aubrey-happy goose-default-dance

mood 2:

[–] Ho_Chi_Chungus@hexbear.net 13 points 5 months ago

with lore friendly sombrero power armor,

oh i don't think i've ever seen a better string of 6 words before

 

it's completely unpronounceable and also if you clicked someone's pronouns when replying to them it would automatically add the tiny little picture for you

 
 

honestly i don't even know i think i'm just going to chug all 3

 

I am still in shock about this. I've always talked to myself. Don't know why, just do, and I was doing it as I always was. While I was just talking to myself at work, I had to stop myself after a while. My voice was suddenly really light and pitched about 2-3 octaves up, and I have zero fucking idea where on earth it even came from. Does it pass? Does it even sound femme or just really high? I have zero fucking idea and I don't even care about that right now. My egg cracked like a fucking month ago and the closest thing to voice training I've ever done is watch 8 minutes of a basic ass tutorial that I didn't even follow the exercises for but now I have a distinctly femme voice I can suddenly switch to. I've been doing it for maybe an hour now and my throat hurts but holy shit what on earth is going on

it's late o fuck right now i got to sleep on this

 

hopefully these should last longer in the fridge than those sandwiches i made last week

 

you-are-a-serf

 

in 6 months i will finally have use for that sickle i bought 8 months ago

 
 

I believe I generally understand the concept of the (trans, not Star Trek) usage of "The Prime Directive" but as a cis person, I don't really seem to get why. If a person you know and are close to starts to act or talk in a way like they are possibly trans, why is it... not proper, for lack of a better term, to genuinely tell them "I think you might want to seriously explore these feelings"? It feels like you should? Like you should be reassuring to someone who feels like this?

 

on a daily basis, the quote of Donald Trump saying a-little-trolling "Israel has hypnotized the world! May Allah awaken the people and help them to see the evil doings of Israel and the United States" goes through my head. What quote is stuck in yours?

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