Feels like I've been stuck figuring out wtf to do with my life ever since I turned 18. I've made some progress within in the past few years, but I'm still missing the bigger picture. I think the main reason for this is because I've mostly just been alone in my room either gaming or scrolling through social media. I've lost interest in gaming this past year, but now I'm just on social media all day instead. Not exactly an improvement.
I need to actually get out there and try stuff out, explore who I really am as a person. But that means leaving my comfort zone. It's really difficult, and I haven't been able to do it before, so I'm doing something different now by going to therapy. It might be what's needed for me to start moving forward again.
I've tried ordering from 3 different sellers without success. Last one was origami customs. They're by far the most expensive and with longest waiting time, but I thought it would be worth it since they do custom sizing. It took them 2 months to send me some panties that are too small and made of itchy material.
Exactly. And for me it's turned into this awful cycle where the isolation makes my mental health worse, which in turn makes it even harder for me to stop isolating myself. I need to find a way to break that cycle, somehow.