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Sorry this is a bit of a depressing subject but I've been feeling down and I kinda want to interact with ppl online.

Basically I'm feeling down because the girl I liked (I'm not out to her) is very likely into another girl (she's bi).

I never dated in my entire life, mostly because I feel like a freak and don't want to seem like a pervert trying to flirt with a girl. I don't know why I feel like this, but it's really taking a toll on me because if even as a relatively attractive guy I couldn't find anyone, how the hell can I find someone now?

I know T4T exists but there are so few trans women where I live, and the queer community is tiny here. I feel like I'll always be a second option to cis women(genital preference) and it just feels bad. I'm scared I'll end up alone. Moreover the HRT is making me crave intimacy so that adds to the pile...

Anyone feels like this too and found how to deal with it?

For context I'm not out to anyone and I still boymode (6months HRT)

I was at a party in a bar with friends 1 month ago, we took pictures together and posted them in a discord server, immediately a dude "V" asked if I was a real femboy. So now I have people asking me about it and I didn't reply.

Yesterday I had an eyelid surgery and I sent a picture in the group with my eye patch just for fun and V immediately went "yeah you're 100% a femboy I was certain of it" (in another language) and people AGREED???!!

I don't know what to do, on one hand I want to be a woman not a boy or a man, but on the other, since I probably won't pass until I get FFS I might as well say I am a femboy in the meantime, this way I can pretend to be a man and still wear what I want?

I'm not sure I would get treated better than if I was out as a trans woman. Feminine men get a lot of shit. But femboys seem to be trendy enough to be seen as weirdly cool. Idk...

Je suis dévastée.

Il est très probable que les moins de 25 ans soient les suivants, ils veulent nous éradiquer.

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"Me approaching my wife menacingly while she is trying to leave me for my gasoline drinking addiction but her car doesn't start (I wonder why)"

Hello everyone, I just got my test results back and everything seems to be good, although I'm slightly concerned that my prolactin is too low, it's at 9ng/mL.

I looked up prolactin online and it seems it regulates breast growth and pregnancy, could low prolactin levels slow my breast growth?

Coucou, depuis la sortie de Trnsmnia 🤢 Les républicains ont sorti un projet de loi visant à supprimer le droit de transitioner aux mineurs.

En plus d'être transphobe cette proposition de loi et tout droit importé du Royaume-Uni et des idéologies conservatrices américaines.

Il serait évidemment préférable que ce genre de proposition de loi ne puissent jamais voir le jour où être votées, mais je ne sais pas quoi faire pour empêcher cela d'arriver, j'ai l'impression d'être impuissante face au politiciens. Je suis allée manifester et j'ai signé des pétitions, mais n'est il pas possible faire des trucs en plus?