cw depression
Something about depression is that I never actually know what appropriate sadness is. Like if I randomly get sad during the day I don't know if that's the same as people who aren't depressed or if that's just the symptoms rearing their head again
Moss
joined 2 years ago
When I start it, I feel like it will take a certain amount of time, and I feel like I'm not able to commit that amount of time to a task. Even when it's less than five minutes, I feel like I'll get frustrated doing only one task and then have to leave before I can finish. So a mental block I guess
It's so strange because when I'm working I love having one straightforward task, but when it comes to things I have to do for myself it's so much harder
Approaching tasks is so stupidly hard. I can start cleaning the kitchen but then not finish it, even if it would only take me a minute to put something away and a few more to empty the dishwasher. I can take some clothes off of the line, but not all of them. Executive dysfunction is just stupid
Does anyone have recommendations for jobs that don't require customer interactions? I used to work as a kitchen porter and I liked that, but then I got moved to the bar and I hate that. Being a bartender is exhausting and people are so entitled and rude.
Okay but Deltarune is better than cleaning
I usually make too much salad but then think "this is just salad, it won't keep me full long enough" so I eat it all and then can't move
Another Kris Deltarune sketch. I'm thinking the style that I'm starting to develop would work a lot better on a drawing tablet than with pen and paper
there are two types of nier automata fanart:
the most beautiful, solemn, thoughtful art ever painted
okay 2b's ass isn't THAT big
Decided to draw Kris Deltarune instead of doomscrolling tonight. I do not really understand shading still
Eating the evil vegetable soup at work (evil because it tastes bad. Usually it's better than this)
We know that already, which is why we need to get to damage mitigation ASAP, and the only way to mitigate the damage of capitalism is communism
That seems decent, I'm able bodied and decently strong so warehouse work could be good for me