I was home-schooled and imo it should be illegal. It's a terrible environment to grow up in and socially stunts people for life, please do not home school your kid(s)
PeeNutButtHer
joined 6 days ago
I am LOSING my GODDAMN mind sitting in my apartment all day. No where will hire me so I have no money to go out and do things so I just have to sit here all day and it is driving me crazy. The only nice park is not within walking distance and I don't have the money to waste gas every day
I can't do anything to improve my life without more money. I want to work on my transition but guess what, I need monnnnnnnneeeeeeeeyyyyyyy for that
This shit sucks I'll do anything for a job
(CW: Suicide mention)
God being unemployable makes me want to fucking kill myself. I can't seem to get another job and even if did I couldn't hold it down for more than a couple of months. Got let go from my last one because I wasn't productive enough but I was really trying my absolute hardest, I really just work noticeably slower than most people. I can't do the work other people can, I can't do the hours other people can
I need a lot of money if I'm ever to be happy. FFS is expensive, SRS is expensive, and I don't think I want to live if I can't get those at some point in my life
I just got to really hope I can find somewhere that'll put up with me and scrape enough money together for surgery. But even then It'll be years, maybe decades, till I'm okay with existing in this body
I don't think anyone is getting the day off but that doesn't mean it's not a holiday, it's not like a federal one or anything though
I hate April Fools, I think it’s a bad holiday
doesn't eat, stomach hurts
eats, stomach hurts but differently
interview in 8 mins 
thankfully it's online so I don't have to leave my house
well that was weird. It was a group interview which is something I've never done before and also asked for an absurd amount of travel including overnight stays. 100% not getting that nor do I want it, back on the Indeed grindset I guess, this shit sucks
did I cook with making this chart?
(CW: Weight loss) This is a vent, not asking for advice, don’t give me advice
God dammit why does weight shit have to be so one sided. Been trying to lose weight over this past two weeks, starting at 200.2 lbs I got down to 190.5 by only eating 1 meal a day, I was a little cranky at first but I’ve gotten into the rhythm and it was going great. Yesterday I made fried rice and had a bowl of it, later in the day I got high and decided to splurge a little and had a small portion of leftovers in addition to what I already had. Well today I went up 3 lbs because of that slip up.
I try and I try and lose only like a pound or less a day and then one slip up and boom there goes multiple days worth of progress.
I feel like I’m fighting the world with everything I do. Trying to eat less, trying to smoke less, trying to take better care of myself. Days to weeks of progress can be destroyed in a single instance, it’s so one sided and bullshit. Still very determined to lose weight though, even if this fuck up has frustrated me to no end
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I made this account just the other day. I made my application in the evening and it was approved by the time I checked the next morning