I never manage to stick to routines, if I have one slip up I spiral and it all goes down the drain. I was doing pretty good routine-wise for some of March but all it took was one bad day and all the progress was washed away
PeeNutButtHer
joined 1 week ago
Yes, and I've never really fully recovered from it. Eventually I got to go to real school but the damage was done and I didn't really know or understand how to interact with people so I talked to almost no one and kept to myself
Suicide mention
spends all morning and day lost deep in elaborate fantasies about killing myself
remembers that I forgot to take my hrt today
takes it and within like an hour I'm smiling and laughing about things again
I've been highly disappointed with the physical effects of hrt but damn I sometimes really forget how much it helps me mentally. Like it's a total and complete mood shift
I don't have really any hobbies and whenever I try to get into something I lose interest very quickly. I just can't get invested in anything because I have no passion for anything
with 20 of your friends
If you counted up everyone that has been my friend or even just an acquaintance in life I don't think it would hit 20
damn I posted in the lame duck megathread 
I am actually very stoppable, in fact seemingly minor inconveniences grind me to a halt often
Money me. Me needing money a lot now
Better Call Saul spoilers for season 1 and 2
I’ve been watching BCS recently and I’ve got to say it kind of sucks and isn’t as good as I remember Breaking Bad being. Things seem to happen with very little reason and a great deal of convenience. Like why the hell would Jimmy not show the advertisement to his bosses at Davis & Mains first before airing it?? There is absolutely no benefit to not doing so, and he already knew that the bosses had a positive opinion on an ad so they’d almost definitely approve it.
And why would Mike choose to get beaten up by Tuco?? “Sorry, it’s too dangerous to shoot this guy with a rifle at distance, instead I’m going to get into a hand to hand fight when he has a revolver and I have no gun.” I mean I know Tuco must live to the next series, but still that was kind of silly. Or like Mike got an in into the criminal underworld of Albuquerque by just asking a rando taxi driver who happened to know a vet who had illegal work.
It’s not alll bad, I really liked the plot about Mike’s son, the show has good moments it’s just that the scenes between the moments make little sense.
Idk maybe I just have rose tinted glasses for BB and BCS is the same quality and I’m just remembering BB being better. Inbetween watching BB and BCS I did watch The Sopranos so maybe my standards just hot higher, idk. Are the later BCS seasons better?
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really pissed at myself for letting my ear piercings heal up. I had yet to buy a pair of earrings and was still just using the studs that the place gave me and the back fell off of one and I never could find it, and I never got around to buy something to replace it so now it's all healed up. shit was fucking expensive and now I've got to pay for it again when I have money next