sex
Okay, so I broke my volcel pledge and got with this guy I know and I just feel kinda lost. I was very nervous and he was good at reassuring me and making me feel less anxious, but the sex was pretty bad for both of us, and I'm not sure if he's really that into me, and I didn't really get to try any of the things I wanted to. I also maybe overshared some things by the end, and ended up making things weird. I'm sure we'll stay friends, but I wanted this to be something really fun and satisfying, but instead it was mostly awkward and confusing for me
Tommasi
joined 3 years ago
dating??
So I've liked this guy for a while and at a party yesterday we flirted a bit. Today he's been messaging me and hinting for me to come over to his house and I want to so bad but I also haven't been with anyone since I transitioned, and I'm simultaneously super terrified and excited and aaaaaaaaa i don't know what to do!!!
I tried waxing for the first time today! (did it on my 
after shaving my legs), and it wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be, epilating hurts way more.
I think epilating doesn't pick up the shortest hairs for me, because it's never quite as smooth after. Or it's a skill issue because I always quit my epilating sessions when I can't take the pain any more and I maybe should have kept going a little longer.
Just shaved my legs for the first time in a while. Usually I just epilate for the convenience of only needing to do it a couple times a month, but that perfect baby smooth feeling you get after a razor shave is just something else
Hope it passes quickly and you feel better soon. Maybe do something you find cozy and relaxing if you're able to 
I know it's a cliche, but the blåhaj is just a top tier plush. I always cuddle with mine when I go to bed and it's so comfy and makes me feel less anxious when I've had a bad day.
Omg, i'm jealous. Mine reaches just to the top of my chest now, but I want it at least to my lower back.
It took about 8 and a half months, but my left boob now fills out an A cup 
there's still an awkward pocket of air on the right side though
Interesting behavior
Nah, i wouldn't even comment that i disengage, i'd just ignore it.
People aren't always gonna be online and able to reply to stuff, much less have longer discussions and i think most people understand that. sometimes i feel bad for not replying to people who replied to me because i went offline for a couple of days and didn't see it, but that's just part of communicating on a site like this.
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Thank you. I'd like to try with him again but idk if he feels the same. We both wanted a fun, casual thing, but maybe I have too many insecurities where that sort of thing is gonna be difficult for me and it would be healthier for me to look for a boyfriend or girlfriend that I can feel completely safe with instead.I don't think he was selfish, but he might have gotten a bit overwhelmed when we were just trying to have fun. He's been messaging me several times through the day so I don't think it's like he doesn't care about me or like me any more, but I was maybe a little much.
Or maybe it's all in my head and I'm just overthinking things.