yeah I've been wondering if it would have an affect on my libido but instead it's just... mood ;-;
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Started prog recently, shit has fucked me up ;-; . Been spending a bunch of time jsut feeling like shit and depressed, crying in bed for hours. It sucks. When do I get used to this shit so it isn't so mentally turbulent
When I started estrogen, I was crying a lot because it was like a mental barrier was lifted and repressed emotions could just flow out. It made me able to cry at like, anything, at romance movies, at sad moments in video games, at silly cat pictures. It was cathartic.
This is just like someone put my emotions into a jar and shook it before smashing it on the ground uaaaagggggghhhh ;-;
- charmander
- totodile
- mudkip
- piplup
- tepig
- fennekin
- litten
- scorbunny
- weed cat
I barely pick grass lmao, but I love weed cat so much
all my friends are online and scattered all over the globe so... teleportation
that and like, super hacking and shit
One of these days I'm gonna run a worm ttrpg for my friends (as in the really long web serial worm by noted homophobe wildbow), I'm definitely gonna have a self insert character who's a tinker that only works with tech other people have kind of abandoned or moved past. Like, instead of usb ports, all her shit connects with scsi and vga, her networks all use token ring, prolly owns a lisp machine, has her own versions of dos and os/2. That kind of shit.
yeag that totally tracks, my tits started getting really sensitive really quickly, you're good
fuck lol I forgor about the word filter. Does tranniversary get through? whatever I need to get pretty
I dont post in these megas often but...
Today is my hrt removedversary. Gonna get all dolled up in a cute dress and put on some makeup and put some bows and flowers in my hair and then not go outside at all. I'll be staying in with my dear woof and watching some anime :33333 .
opening the linked thread like:
Anyways I'm gay and transgender, so I've decided that from now on I'm saying that I'm transing my desktop.
Jokes aside, going from repressed neutral boy clothes to vibrant and colorful girl clothes and makeup and feeling cute has been such a great part of transitioning. This is kind of how I see customizing my desktop now. It always comes with such boring dry defaults, so I trans her gender and give her a makeover and now my computer is all pretty. So I'm sticking with transing.
Thats november, formerly alice. You can tell it wasnt liam because there wasnt any soviet bashing or yiddishisms.
I'm so sorry, wolfie was the best and cutest and most loving cat anyone could ask for. I'm sending you a beam of hugs across the border,
Okay, that makes sense. Yeag I heard from some other trans women that it takes some time to even out, and the first few weeks are the worst. I met someone who apparently takes it one week on one week off. I'll need to find a regimen that works and keeps things manageable.