blashork

joined 3 years ago
[–] blashork@hexbear.net 4 points 3 weeks ago

Okay, that makes sense. Yeag I heard from some other trans women that it takes some time to even out, and the first few weeks are the worst. I met someone who apparently takes it one week on one week off. I'll need to find a regimen that works and keeps things manageable.

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 4 points 3 weeks ago

yeah I've been wondering if it would have an affect on my libido but instead it's just... mood ;-;

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 15 points 3 weeks ago (6 children)

Started prog recently, shit has fucked me up ;-; . Been spending a bunch of time jsut feeling like shit and depressed, crying in bed for hours. It sucks. When do I get used to this shit so it isn't so mentally turbulent doggirl-gloom

When I started estrogen, I was crying a lot because it was like a mental barrier was lifted and repressed emotions could just flow out. It made me able to cry at like, anything, at romance movies, at sad moments in video games, at silly cat pictures. It was cathartic.

This is just like someone put my emotions into a jar and shook it before smashing it on the ground uaaaagggggghhhh ;-;

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 9 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) (1 children)
  1. charmander
  2. totodile
  3. mudkip
  4. piplup
  5. tepig
  6. fennekin
  7. litten
  8. scorbunny
  9. weed cat

I barely pick grass lmao, but I love weed cat so much

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 8 points 5 months ago (1 children)

all my friends are online and scattered all over the globe so... teleportation

that and like, super hacking and shit

One of these days I'm gonna run a worm ttrpg for my friends (as in the really long web serial worm by noted homophobe wildbow), I'm definitely gonna have a self insert character who's a tinker that only works with tech other people have kind of abandoned or moved past. Like, instead of usb ports, all her shit connects with scsi and vga, her networks all use token ring, prolly owns a lisp machine, has her own versions of dos and os/2. That kind of shit.

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 13 points 5 months ago

yeag that totally tracks, my tits started getting really sensitive really quickly, you're good

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 16 points 5 months ago

fuck lol I forgor about the word filter. Does tranniversary get through? whatever I need to get pretty

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 29 points 5 months ago (3 children)

I dont post in these megas often but...

Today is my hrt removedversary. Gonna get all dolled up in a cute dress and put on some makeup and put some bows and flowers in my hair and then not go outside at all. I'll be staying in with my dear woof and watching some anime :33333 .

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 3 points 5 months ago

opening the linked thread like: leo-point

Anyways I'm gay and transgender, so I've decided that from now on I'm saying that I'm transing my desktop.

Jokes aside, going from repressed neutral boy clothes to vibrant and colorful girl clothes and makeup and feeling cute has been such a great part of transitioning. This is kind of how I see customizing my desktop now. It always comes with such boring dry defaults, so I trans her gender and give her a makeover and now my computer is all pretty. So I'm sticking with transing.

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 39 points 5 months ago (2 children)

Thats november, formerly alice. You can tell it wasnt liam because there wasnt any soviet bashing or yiddishisms.

[–] blashork@hexbear.net 16 points 7 months ago (1 children)

I'm so sorry, wolfie was the best and cutest and most loving cat anyone could ask for. I'm sending you a beam of hugs across the border, meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug meow-hug

 

I'll prolly give my thoughts on the first day of runs later, or tomorrow. But yeag, is starting if any of you want to catch it.

 

looks like the nostalgia critic's even worse sibling (worse than his other already horrific sibling)

 

Rip to a real one marisad

 

About time, what a horrible company that murdered all the creative people who once breathed life into it.

I wonder who is actually going to fucking buy rwby and RvB lol lmao

 

Meta post I've decided to make. I enjoyed the unixporn subreddit a lot when I used reddit more. I enjoy customizing my linux de as much as the next nerd.

But you definitely shouldn't use racist slang to refer to the process.

To be clear, I didn't know the origin of the term 'ricing' until fairly recently. I was chattimg with my friend and used it to describe my de setup. They informed me that apparently it's from car customization, and is a pejorative against generally asian men who customize their car to look like a racecar.

After learning this I was sad to realize just how engrained it is in linux de customization culture. I personally have stopped using the term, and I would ask everyone here stop as well.

 

incredibly minor spoilers for character creation

spoilerRace: tiefling

Pronouns: she/her

Genitals: PenisD

fidel-cool it's gaming time

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