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I started a new conlang. The idea is to use sounds that require minimal movement of the mouth. It's already quite weird.
I used to have a similar type of rage towards my parents and my existence. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fAsHGEB69P0 this Alan Watts video helped me move past it. Not saying it will definitely help you, but it's worth a shot.
Rammstein - Mutter - Spieluhr
Chopin - Nocturne in B flat minor, Op. 9 № 1
REM - Monster - Bang and Blame
Jon Lajoie - You Want Some of This? - Show Me Your Genitals
Pearl Jam - Yield - Push Me Pull Me
Lindemann - Frau und Mann - Knebel
Ария - Химера - Вампир
Gamma Ray - Power Plant - Empress
Kurban - İnsanlar - Yine
Crowded House - Together Alone - Nails in my Feet
If someone couldn't find at least one song on that list that they like, I'd be very surprised.
Re: The Mountain Goats, See America Right is my favourite of theirs. Don't even know why. First time I heard it on the radio, it just rattled me.
I might visit the slightly unhinged coffee van man at the market. He's quite switched on in a lot of ways, but he seems to have lived a difficult life and is struggling to carry the load somewhat. We have some interesting conversations, and he usually gives me a free coffee. Also there is a hotdog stand near him and I might get a hotdog.
I'll overlook it this time...
That doesn't rhyme 😠
Deceptichum has felt me.
According to Dave Chappelle's portrayal of Clayton Bigsby, probably not.