lookstothemoon

thanks bunches for the response! per ur recommend i will start with nomi ce i think >w<

hi do u use/would u recommend just gregtech bai itself? are there any good mods to pair with it i should kno? :3

not for nearly as long, only a few years now, but i've been in a similar position. at a point where even boymoding outside i worry i'm just being seen as a non-passing trenny. i guess i've been telling myself that there's never going to be a point where i just start to be able to pass, hrt doesn't work like that. no matter what i do there's going to be an awkward phase where even with my best efforts i'll be socially out but non-passing. and that if i have a chance to pass i'm hurting myself by not getting that awkward phase outta the way now. maybe i'm putting too much emphasis on passing. plus telling myself this shit hasn't helped me so idk what i'm trying to say. brainworms suck. hope it gets better for the both of us. <3

i use a searx instance. it sends requests to multiple search engines on your behalf. you can choose which ones. it's free software. you can check https://searx.space/ for a list. you can also spin up your own if you want :)