I personally play mobile legends, it's like the simplified version of League but since I've sunk so much time I'm sticking to it. Anyways I've gotten to mythic honor on vibes alone and just learning on my own. Probably could've gone further looking through guides but I still feel like the practical experience from just playing is useful to turning into actions without truly even thinking about what I'm trying to accomplish and falling into a flowstate. I mean I am #1 FL Uranus for a reason and will be US #1 as well, just not ready to commit to it again super hard because I'll be playing and laying in bed for HOURS, potentially for WEEKS. probably could get into immortal too buuut I'm not that committed yet.

To any comrades I might've hit with strays when particularly toxic, I will state that I attempted to correct you gently at first and slowly ramped up the toxicity (unless I've BEEN tilted already). It's still uncalled for ultimately, but my mental state is doing better and I'm doing better about lashing out at shitheads and dummies. All I can say is muting chat and leaving on pings is a godsend. That and I miss the replay function, helped me to point out the bullshit and gaslighting, after the fact, but helped mentally after a particularly bad match to find what exactly went wrong (usually a bad mm or mage).