I remeber wanting to kill myself in highschool but I decided to wait thinking maybe things would get better in college. dropped out of college two years ago and the only reason I havent ended it all is because I'm a coward.

[–] FourteenEyes@hexbear.net 98 points 7 months ago (1 children)

Please be kind to yourself. Not committing suicide is not an act of cowardice, it's an act of courage.

[–] TimeTravel_0@hexbear.net 19 points 7 months ago (2 children)

🦀

[–] FourteenEyes@hexbear.net 23 points 7 months ago (1 children)

Crab beholders are actually a thing. They're called Eyes of the Deep

[–] PointAndClique@hexbear.net 11 points 7 months ago

Cyuuuute

[–] AOCapitulator@hexbear.net 9 points 7 months ago (1 children)

Hey just wanted to say I like your posts and hope you stick around, I recognize your account and like seeing you

[–] TomBombadil@hexbear.net 8 points 7 months ago

I shall agree with this. This dudes posts and comments always worth a read and upbear

[–] JohnBrownNote@hexbear.net 39 points 7 months ago (1 children)

relatable. at that age there's stuff to look forward to and you don't know which ones are lies. once you're out of college range there's nothing to hang hope on, only things to think about hanging yourself on.

[–] whoops@hexbear.net 9 points 7 months ago (1 children)

Exactly. Before college I thought, maybe I'll get out of my parent's house, find a career I love, make new friends, find a relationship, escape my past in a new place, find communities I connect with, etc. etc.

But none of that happened, and then I ended up stuck back with my parents in a dead end job with zero friends and all my hopes crushed.

[–] ElChapoDeChapo@hexbear.net 4 points 7 months ago

Same except I barely have a job and I dropped out of college

[–] duderium@hexbear.net 16 points 7 months ago

Stick with us comrade.

[–] Kestrel@hexbear.net 10 points 7 months ago

heart-sickle

[–] Mokey@hexbear.net 2 points 7 months ago

We do not like this