I can't believe it's only been 3 months since i posted. these have been months where centuries happen for me, shit has been chaotic and a lot has gone down in my life that I obviously won't get into specifics about. i haven't put any energy into posting and i've had like 9 total free nights and i've been spending those with friends. so if anybody noticed i was gone, i'm not dead i promise.
as for the bit in parenthesis: it's not getting much easier to find time to do stuff, and posting/hexbear is the least of my priority right now. i'd rather be either ON hexbear or just not, rather than make a post and a comment between months long gaps. i'll write down my password and username somewhere so when i move to china i'll come back and post about it to you guys but that will be 4+ years down the road, and i don't even know if this site will be around. i'm not sure, but you will all know it's me if i come back so, yeah.
thanks for everything comrades, i can't express how much of an impact you all had on me as a person and a communist. I'll always appreciate you and my time on this site will hold a place in my heart forever. it's been real, keep dunking on libshits in my name.
and don't forget, be kind 
一帆风顺，希望你在中国过得幸福平安