I didn’t like the short haircut I gave myself a few months ago when I first did it, weirdly enough it gave me dysphoria. I felt like it emphasized my femininity somehow. But now that it’s been a while, I’m actually quite enjoying how it’s growing out. It’s getting to that weird length where parts of it will randomly stick up and it looks different every day. And it feels more masc than it did when it was shorter, for some reason. It’s enjoyable looking in the mirror and seeing hair that belongs to me rather than a stranger.

My parents keep telling me to cut my hair lmao

I just finished Omori. I can't believe I made it to the end. What a fantastic game, but holy hells, and I cannot stress this enough, you need to be of a truly level mind before ever considering to play this game. It earned its psychological horror tag for a reason AND its content warning when you boot it up is there for a reason. HEED THESE WARNINGS IF YOU EVER DESIRE TO PLAY IT.

All that said, the ending made me cry very hard. I don't think I cried that hard about anything pre-HRT. I'm still kinda crying actually and I finished it about an hour ago. Stellar game. Absolutely beautifully crafted piece of art. ;w;

Unjust Depths is kind of gender, sometimes. When Karuniya calls Murati "husband material", after I quit freaking out, I was like "...huh. The female husband? New concept to think abt "

Today is March 27th, which is supposedly when the full medical Examiner's report on the death of Nex Benedict is to be released. I'm pretty suspicious about the suicide claim. Not to put on my tinfoil hat, but The whole thing smells of a coverup to me. It'll be interesting to read the full report though

Tactical use of ambiguous language to check if new tinder match is interested in fuckin or just playing guitar

HEARTBREAKING: EMOTIONALLY OVER-INVESTED PUPPYDOG DEEPLY SADDENED THAT HER DIVER PILOT BUDDY DOES NOT FLIRT WITH HER

Yeah look at all this fucking restraint, I didn't even clog both megas with like 75 comments. You cannot envision the sheer willpower I'm expending just to not embarrass myself.

Saw love lies bleeding. Let me tell all of you, I have not had a greater experience of gender envy than witnessing Jackie on screen. She is so fucking pretty and she's so huge. That right there is my goal and always has been. I need to lift more though, I try to work out every day and the other problem is that she looks so femme while being so ripped where as when I'm ripped I look so masc. But fundamentally we have similar faces I just need more fat on mine, and it was kind of exciting seeing someone so gorgeous with my face shape and jaw line.

Idk. Maybe I should just say fuck it and get huge and keep taking estrogen and just hope it works out.