We had two guys from warring gangs sat next to each other lol, I had to convince them the hospital is a truce zone and to leave the fights and taunts for when theyre patched up
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Im not trying to call you out or drag you, I had hoped you would see how I had come to be confused because to me it seemed you would get engagement and then delete your comment and then later complain you dont engagement. You don't have to undelete stuff, delete as you will and leave it deleted. I've deleted plenty of comments of my own. I just didnt understand why you would do it when you seemed (to me) to be getting what you wanted. It was just regular ol confusing, not a call out or a bone to pick.
Where I lived it went, intake, two weeks later hormones. My experience was unusual and most are around a year like you.
My right got bigger than left but evened out over about a year. They aren't matchy-matchy, but close to the same size.
As someone who has seen a lot of boobs (I helped breast feeding mothers you sicko) some boobs have different nipple sizes and its really not a big deal. As someone who's loved people with boobs, you dont really care about aereola being exactly the same when it comes time to paw at em and lick em and bite (gently)
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The problem I've had with you with respect to engagement is that you've deleted your comments a handful of times after I thought I had been respectful and thoughtful. I dont even know if what I did hurt! Sometimes you get the engagement you seem to want, and then delete the comment which to me suggests you were in pain or embarrassed or didnt like the replies. You also seen to be crying out in tremendous pain for a social life but hexbear just isnt that - this is like the social equivalent of trying to survive off bread and water - great if youre starving, but no replacement for a full meal. You also have to deal with what I assume is quite intense social anxiety, which in your case seems so crippling you cant actually speak to strangers and if one spoke to you - you wouldn't know how to respond. There is no short cut for dealing with that level of social anxiety, Im sorry. You also at some point have to deal with how you shut down for being perceived as a dude, you will almost certainly feel better being open and out as enby or vaguely trans instead of this creeping horror you get in the back of your mind and thought loops when it comes to how you assume other perceive you.
When you post, Im never sure what you want because you say one thing but act contrary too that. I feel I respond to you, I've seen others, so you do in fact get engagement. Yet this does not seem to fill your proverbial cup - you've posted things like the above quite a few times. The things you need to do to get a handle of your mental health isnt wearing the right clothes or styling your hair just so (although, Im sure it'd help your dysphoria at least a bit). Im happy to share what I know but the huge hole you feel and the despair and the pain needs some actual real life supports and not just us. You have to keep attending trans or LGBT support groups, you have to keep searching for therapy especially if you can get it through your college instead of paying a lot after you graduate. IRL trans support groups can help you figure out how to femme up way better than us - because we dont see you!
I know you feel this is like pushing away (because I can see your history), let me assure you that I would be happy to continue seeing you post and comment and I missed you when you left. You can absolutely keep venting and asking for advice and all of that. This isnt pushing away, this is triage - you need serious irl supports and not just the hexbear trans megathread. That's why I've kept suggesting you get real help.
Of course, no one ever considered it was the dastardly, powerless left that's held up progress and not the people with actual power!!!
O Jamesy let me up out of this pooh
So no head
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I've been passing at work and wirh all my patients, weird feeling. Besides a little voice work all I did was move to a city.
I looked through the most common dog names list and me and all of my transfemme friends had names in the top 100 for girl dogs lol
So, pick one of those ones apparently