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TerminalEncounter
joined 3 years ago
I've been passing at work and wirh all my patients, weird feeling. Besides a little voice work all I did was move to a city.
Oh, dear, youre so precious. I know how much you've struggled. It isnt as easy as a button, which on the one hand means you shouldn't be upset with yourself that it takes longer and more hard work - but on the other hand, that it will take a lot of hard work.
I do hope you can find your proverbial tribe, friends or partner(s) who have your back and can build you up. You do really deserve it.
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I've thought that if where I lived offered FFS or SRS and they only cover one, I might have picked FFS to be honest.
As it is, SRS is covered so that's what Im getting. Im trying to save for FFS but its like... with that much money in the back I could also buy a house geez.
When they stop making final destinations movies, the world ends as foretold in Revelations
They really didnt like "person who menstruates" either. Its not just inclusive, its accurate, covers intersex people.
Theres aliens actually like in it. Theres even a couple that let Andor and his prison buddy escape in season 1. Theres a force healer too, but she ain't a Jedi. Its kinda neat to see the secular side and Force believing side of the rebellion come into tension. Also Han Solo always thought Jedi were a myth but it never squared with them being quite active in the clone war, so I kinda like that theyre rare
Got it, I will add "transcend ego" to your to-do list. Here is a koan to help you escape dualistic thinking:
"Two monks were watching a flag flapping in the wind. One said, βThe flag is moving.β The other said, βThe wind is moving.β They argued back and forth, unable to agree.
Master Huineng (the Sixth Patriarch of Zen) happened to be passing by. He said: "Not the wind, not the flag β the mind is moving.β"
Coffee that puts you to sleep is one of those signs of adhd
I convinced my brother we had to dress up as girls in order to let my sister experience what its like to have sisters... also did drag every Halloween. Still didnt figure it out until way after uni lol
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I had told you once a while ago, but imagine you meet someone with your same attitude. Looking for a friend, a deep friend, a daily texting friend, going to events friend, checking in friend, who likes most of the same stuff you do - you two could never actually become friends because you'll both assume the other doesnt want to hang out and won't text each other first! It is scary, there is a lot of vulnerability, you might have had bad history with it, but you do have to initiate conversations sometimes. Passivity will not get what you seem to want, which does suck - I wanna empathize I understand the fear.
Also, youre older in college right? Gen Z has a lot of anxiety - at least what I've noticed. They have issues reaching out and are often lonely too. I guess you must feel quite strange sometimes among younger people. There probably is a group for >25 year old at college, maybe not that explicit. When I went back for my nursing degree, I definitely had an easier time connecting with other people in their 30s or late 20s. I hope you can find some people you can vibe with and trust and feel connected too.
So no head
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