That's sweet, Im glad Sandy has someone watching out for her.
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Sounds like a great set up. Thanks for answering and doing right by your horse. I should have known from her being so willing to horse around with you in the heat.
She needs a lick, you are right. Does she have any shade? A temporary shade spot can be a life saver for a pasture animal in the heat.
Sandy is beautiful, love her coat color.
By remaining self critical. Listening to new ideas. Trying to not hold it against myself when I'm wrong. Also reading, lots and lots of reading. I've been reading at a college level since the middle of elementary school, and Ive used that time to read a ridiculous corpus of books, tomes, treatises and manuscripts. Can even speak and write a little Old Babylonian.
Defending a violent, Imperial, kleptoctacy is not Marxism. Lying about how you are being criticized is not a genius plan to avoid the consequences of what you said. Can you communicate in anything other than buzz words or am I talking to a chat bot?
Call me crazy, but people might take ML users stand against fascism more seriously if they did literally anything with it besides just rooting for a different Imperial kleptocracy built on violence.
That is true, but I would really like to live in the region and Jordan is probably the safest bet. Otherwise Morocco is the smart choice for arabic speaking nation tolerant of Americans with a reasonable margin for safety. I won't be leaving anytime soon either way, this is more of a dream living abroad answer for right now. I intend to vote, protest and be a pain in the ass until they drive me out.
Morocco or Jordan. Been trying to learn Arabic for a few years and would love to be forced to take it more seriously. Mostly can just read the letters. They are relatively safe countries that are in areas of the world I have studied extensively. Also means closer travel to many of the old cities I want to visit.
You are doing a great job. You are a skilled and smart person. Life is hard right now, but nothing lasts forever. Those hard times will pass. It's okay if the credits expire. You learned something and if you go back to college, it will far easier with the experience you have gained. It's very normal to not be able to afford returning to college in your 20s.
It sounds like you are doing really well at work. That experience will pay off and look good in interviews. You are building the skills, resume and experience to get new and better jobs in the future. I'm really proud of you and everything you have accomplished.
Once you get a safe living location that doesn't constantly tear you down, you will feel better. I suffer from depression and anxiety as well. Escaping my family didnt cure me, but god damn does getting to choose the people allowed in your life help.