WalrusDragonOnABike

Calling me out like that. xD Maybe it is because I'm basically never in a rut, especially since starting HRT, that I don't think much of those I live with seeing me topless. No complaints so far... but one of them has difficulty expressing dissenting opinions. The other, my brother, offered to measure my boobs just this week while I was topless and we were ordering t-shirts and I wasn't sure what size I should get, so pretty sure he doesn't care (but we're siblings, so rutting season doesn't apply anyways and he's also ace-spec I think).

M&Ms

you don’t even notice any secondary sex characteristics even. What a relief!

Would that mean people don't notice their own secondary sex characteristics too?

That's sounds like a lot of people watching porn of Jeff and Dunham fucking. I think the most we ever had over watching a fairly pornographic movie was like 5 or 6 people? /j

Actually don't really know much about Dunham's work. Is it any good?

Did anyone else experience “imagining yourself as the opposite gender” like this?

For sure. Imaging something that doesn't already exist is hard. I don't have the mental image creativity for that. So... if I ever thought about myself as a girl, it would have to have been either without a mental image or using something else that I've already seen. That said, by high school I mostly just repressed thoughts like that. I don't remember enough to remember before that. After that, the only time I really did that was in sexual fantasy (which I considered allowed to be a self-judgement-free time). Like... I'm sure there were still exceptions. Like I remember one time not long before egg-cracking when I use using an umbrella as a parasol and sorta imagined myself as Edna from Tales of Zesteria because she uses umbrellas/parasols as weapons.

Also, I did go through a period of a couple years where I had a typically to use crossover crossdressing anime characters for my profile picture, which seems like its probably somewhat adjacent...

The guy sounds unfortunately normal... which is a problem. Hets are so used to the constant enforcement of heterosexuality that any deviation from that is somehow seen as an attack. Like how white male christian republicans in the US seem to always think they're the victim.

Not bi/homosexual, but still a fan of anti-heteronormative jokes and have never had a problem with people assuming I was gay. I can see why someone who was het might not like that since potential partners would assume they're not interest, but that's not an issue for people assuming you're bi...

I wonder how many barely used bottles I have somewhere or another. I only even both taking them because others tell me I should because things are supposed to hurt a lot and after like the first day after a surgery, I've only really taken them at night to make sure the supposed pain doesn't start while I'm trying to sleep.

Hopefully I'll get my desktop working again soon, so I can start using my ebike again for commuting again

I'd like to be able to try dealing with that amount of hair, but I suspect I'd somehow hurt myself because of it.

Was your brother my 6th grade history+english teacher who spent more of class time having recess or playing Risk (the board game) than anything else?

My AP history teacher liked to make up stuff. But like, he'd say he made it up right after telling the made-up thing.

Learning things is fun. Especially when its cheap or free.