Zero22xx

joined 5 months ago
[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Feeling oddly down and defeated these last two days. And it seems to be reaching a peak right now. Getting irrational thoughts like feeling like I should just delete Lemmy and everything else and complete the process of giving up on life. Finding some train tracks to lie on somewhere or something. Everything is shit, my life has become a literal figurative dumpster fire with no way out and nothing much to live for, and even escaping into this online double life where I can at least speak and be my truth is feeling like a pointless waste of time right now.

Not expecting anyone to respond, or even read. Not sure why I'm even posting this, maybe letting it out will somehow make me feel better again. I'm just so tired that I feel like going to sleep and never waking up again.

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 1 month ago

IMO they should trash the 'undefined' option and make it hidden and enabled by default. Then any time you make a post, auto fill the language selection to match what you have selected in your account settings. And don't allow posts to be made without anything in the language selection, in the same way you can't post without a title.

That won't fix all of the past posts that are 'undefined' (which is why it's hidden and enabled by default) but at least it would enforce language selection moving forward.

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 10 points 1 month ago (1 children)

"It's so ridiculous that everyone thinks I'm a nazi", says man who idolizes someone who did two blatant nazi salutes in a row, who accuses everyone with a different skin colour of being "DEI hires" and who supports the marginalization and erasure of generalized groups of people, in an effort to make sure that their own 'superior' culture is the only one that gets ahead in society.

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 25 points 1 month ago (7 children)

Reddit. First strike was an anti religion comment. Got back after my 3 days and the first thread I saw was something in one of the popular subs where everyone was shitting on religion. Second strike was cheering on the bear in a clip where a bear turned on a circus trainer for "wishing harm". Third and final strike was for shitting on the manosphere for, and I quote, "hatred towards vulnerable and marginalized groups."

All three came in the last two or three years, after being on the platform for more than a decade and never being suspended before that.

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 1 month ago

Haha I'm a prolific body drummer too. I also do the leg shaking thing. Sometimes I'll incorporate the two and the leg shaking becomes my bass drum.

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 1 month ago

She also voices Jinx in Arcane.

Oh well in that case, that's one more show with Ella Purnell that I've seen then.

Definitely gonna look into Yellowjackets and Sweetpea and add them to my watch list. Thanks for the suggestions!

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Yeah honestly my sense of time passed is just really terrible as well. To me it feels like ages ago but I'm pretty sure it only came out last year some time. The other day I was just about to complain about how long Sweet Tooth season 3 took until I looked it up and saw there's only a 1 year gap between season 2 and 3 lol (still need to catch up though).

I need to look Ella Purnell up. I thought she was great but I haven't watched anything else with her in it yet.

[–] Zero22xx@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 1 month ago

I know that 'Christians' exist. Not sure I've ever met any Christians though.

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