nathanfieldertulpa

joined 3 years ago
[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 3 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago)

Manhunt(check the cw list, lmao)

really excited to see how lilly wachowski handles that book

i added all of those to my to read list, ty trans-heart

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 3 points 9 months ago

oh otros looks sick, that might be next up for me

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 13 points 9 months ago (5 children)

does anyone have any trans lit recs? i just read Tell Me I’m Worthless and it destroyed me. i’ve already read Nevada, Detransition Baby, Little Fish, and Wild Geese

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 11 points 10 months ago (7 children)
 
 
[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 12 points 10 months ago (6 children)
[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 8 points 10 months ago

dj sabrina the teenage dj not being in the i saw the tv glow soundtrack feels like a huge missed opportunity tbh

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 20 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) (5 children)

sometimes i still say avatar and i wonder if it clocks me as a boomer (millennial)

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 21 points 11 months ago

i just stayed calm and didn't shake during my injection for the first time!! blob-no-thoughts i used to have major needle anxiety so the fact that ive gotten over it over the last year (i have another med that i need to inject) feels huge for me and its cool lil side effect of me having a better handle on my emotions now

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 28 points 11 months ago

yes. those rocks belong to outdoor cats

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 13 points 11 months ago

wishing the author of My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness a very GETO UT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD

[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 23 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) (1 children)

some sad feelings around motherhood, ramblingive been doing trauma release exercises and meditation recently and theyve brought up so much shit that ive been repressing. like i think i finally unlocked lesbian yearning and holy fuck i can barely handle it!! blob-on-fire ive never felt this full body loneliness before, its almost incapacitating. and ive also started to grieve the fact that i’ll never be a mother unless a lot of shit (physical health, finances, mental health) gets magically better over the next few years and it just sucks. it sucks a lot lol


[–] nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net 3 points 11 months ago

im a very stupid chaos activist

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