Back no backing right now it started hurting last week but had gotten better for a few days then earlier today I just bent over and then collapsed on the floor in pain. I was bending over to put on shorts so I was just lying there half naked trying to roll from my side onto my back so I could pull them all the way up lol. I wish I knew why my back stops working every now and then; it just does and then goes back to normal after a few days
anyway I just want to get in bed but I have to put new sheets on it but I’m not sure how I’ll do it with my back. It also doesn’t help that I stayed up late reading romance slop
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Thinkin' 'bout the extremely famous transgender Fascist Bird game An Outcry by Quinn K. Thinkin' 'bout how everyone in the game just assumes that The Unnamed is one binary gender or the other. When I first played the game it didn't really get me, but now thinking back I'm like Oh, yeah okay. I see how it is. Huh. Those aren't the same birds as the other birds, actually. These birds smoke too, rad.
Crow country's actually really good :D
I did not know before this mega that people shave their faces with electric razors. I have always considered them to be a coarse, big, inaccurate tool mostly for body hair. Never even considered putting one up to my face... it seems like it wouldn't work well Idk? Fair play if you legit do not have money for disposables or other manual razors, I've always thought the lil guys got a closer shave.
they're eating her... and then they're gonna eat me!
OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
sad, envy
Chat I am so sad and envious. Just seeing all these women my age... I don't know. I feel so sad. I want to cry but literally can't. I feel like I'm looking at the world through dirty glass. And then overhearing them talk. So much envy. I don't want to leave the house ever again. I just want to eat ice cream and rot inside. I still can't cry, tears just won't come.
Also I feel like a complete pervert. And I can't talk to anyone irl about it, even if I came out. They wouldn't understand.
Listening to gender trouble, chilling in my yard on a mild (but not micro) dose of psilocybin, watching the beach goers hike back and forth as brain worms die.
uuuugggghhhhhh fuck need to go to the store tomorrow. fucking hate how difficult this is, still.
if i could go back in time i would do a bunch of shit to fuck with archaeologists. build a nonagonal pyramid. make a dude's skeleton look like he's having a wank. learn hieroglyphics but then make a bunch of intentional spelling mistakes to make translation harder
The way I dream is so weird.
I’ll try to explain, but idk if I can fully
I’ll go from like one crazy thing to the next and sometimes multiple things or realities will be happening at the same time.
In this recent one, for example, I started out playing like a Zelda game that was a mix of Wind Waker, Twilight Princess and Skyward Sword.
Then the next thing I know I’m like in the world of A:TLA and I’m Toph and it’s like if the third season was longer and I get into a bunch of earth bending fights.
This changes to me being an actress/voice actress in some kind of remake of the show and everyone is praising my performance and budding career.
But then I give it all up to be a hang-glider, but it’s like a religious order of hang-gliders somehow?
This causes a lot of drama, but now I’m at the park and just trying to catch air with my hang-glider, but at the same time somehow I am at a news studio and like Trump’s son Gorka and Jimmy Kimmel are there criticizing my career decision to “become a nun” and leftist and shit.
And I indignantly explain to them it’s different than being a nun, and then the news caster whispers to me what flavor of ice cream of Ben and Jerry’s they got which I remember being important earlier in the dream or in an earlier dream maybe? Idk.
But then I woke up.
getting darl'd at the servo is kinda nice
I'm gonna be starting voice training again. Here's hoping this time I manage to stick around for more than a few sessions.
I’m organizing the sewing cave for the first time ever basically and… I’m enjoying it? What is this new version of me that has suddenly appeared?
Laser consultation went... Expensive lol
laser stuff and light mention of dysphoria
Thankfully they have financing and my credit is good (for now, lol). Getting full face and armpits for life. And I'm getting a free Brazilian session (I'll do this one piece mail anyway).
Thankful for my hippie gf and all the hippie girls I know. The body hair dysphoria isn't to bad. I'll probably do my nipples someday. And eppie the rest.
I do wish facial hair was covered by insurance. Feel bad for trans fam that don't have the same privilege as myself. And I may end up defaulting on some things before it's all said and done.
dysphoria
I feel bad about dysphoria sometimes, and I think it's because I still see myself as basically a guy still (I desperately need to fix this). Like I somehow shouldn't be worried/upset about how my chest will look because that's a girl thing.
Like what the hell brain :agony-shivering: literally why else would I be thinking about that. "oh wow I sure hope when I grow tits they don't look all fucky from my puberty" - something cis guys definitely think, stealing it from women.
Poetryposting
sad (funny) poem
I am one
Nothing but the unwhole
Made by one hand
Unmade by many zephyrs
Slowly pushing
One mortarless brick at a time
JENGA!
And
happy crow poem
Crow crow, flying over the earth
Early morning filled with mirth
Black wings reflect not light but glee
Make your merry, laugh with me