It would be pretty based if I actually passed and just have BDD
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I changed to rectal prog and I've been getting pretty insane nightmares. Last night I had this nightmare where I had bugs crawling out of me and I had to shave my head :( anyone else have really vivid dreqms on prog?
I've only seen the clips people post on twitter, but Ranma seems much happier as a girl
I got some kickass punk boots last week and got a nice outfit going with it. Next outfit will be punk denim bc I saw a cute girl at work wearing that.
since i feel like it's right sorta time for new comms rn
is anyone interested in c/intersex?
Went inside after working outside, so I was a little sweaty. Was talking to my brother when I decided I needed to air out some of the sweat and just pulled my shirt up just over chest. Then realized what that looked like. Oops. My brother's reaction was just to comment "boobs do get hot".
Are women's pants just shorter or like what's the deal with my ankles showing if i pull them too high.
Am I just weird for finding it uncomfortable.
So the suggestion with the most upbears for queer movie night was Mulholland Dr, with Bit and Your Name coming in just behind. Unless someone has an issue with that, Mulholland Drive it is. idk, should I do a poll or something or does this sound good?
Are men/women shoes a lie? Can I just buy menβs shoes without any issues? Will hrt change my feet?
chronic illness
fuck i'm feeling the same kind of woozy nauseous hunger that i was feeling in the days leading up to my crash earlier this year that literally left me bedbound for two weeks (and mostly housebound for a while after that). i can't have a crash like that in college, i'm terrified that it's going to happen again. literally i will fail all my classes. and i can't get food here either without going to the dining hall.
Got some new shoes from Torrid yesterday. For anyone with dummy thicc feet that don't fit into normal women's shoes, definitely check them out. Also, looking for more shoe shopping options. I wear a women's 13-14 depending on the brand and width and volume are the biggest issues. My feet are 110mm wide at the ball and even men's wide shoes were often insufficient.
My "My GTA 5 online character model doesn't give me gender dysphoria" shirt is raising a lot of questions answered by my shirt
volcel violation posting
need bottom surgery and a really dumb BF who I can convince that T girls actually can get pregnant
dysphoria
Ugh, my clothes for work feel so bad. I could really feel the difference between the weekend and today based off of that alone. Anybody know how I can femme up jeans and a really bad sweatshirt? I'm aware I could probably get it a size down, but I need some other ideas in case that doesn't work
In other news, I binged Nevada. What a horrible idea, now there's so many thoughts going through my head. This happens every time I binge something, but I can't seem to put stuff down once I get into it.
Is wanting to be a girl who wants to be a guy a gender? (Sorry if this is poorly worded.)
But also I want to be super fucking girly and frilly.
Gender hurts sometimes xp
I have started playing Slay the Princess, a indie horror visual novel with hand drawn art. Its fully voice acted and has weird time stuff. Its a good game, its even on gog, if you like that kind of thing. Some spoilers ahead, although I haven't finished the game yet. Oh and a CW/spoiler for the game:
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In one of the endings you commit suicide in a very violent way. Its obvious its coming, I'm not sure if its avoidable or if sensitive players should just cut that story loop short. I don't remember if there's any gore in that particular ending, but there is gore in other endings.
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The game immediately feels eerie. The atmosphere is full of dread. You can try to turn around, but are unable to actually do so. If you test the barriers of the game, you are pushed to the cabin. The cabin starts bare, with only a knife on a table. You grab it, or don't, and enter the basement. The narrator reminds you repeatedly through this whole process how dangerous the princess is and how important slaying her is, and how it must be done immediately.
There's a lot of dialog options in the basement. None of them work out for you, the player. She is a demon. A trickster, who can't be believed. Once in the basement, unless you stick exactly to the script you die. Sometimes you can kill her first. If you try to leave the basement, another (unknown) character locks you inside. Its too late to be saved at this point.
Assuming you don't get the "good" ending, after you (and possibly her) die you get brought to the beginning. Things change, depending on how you died and what dialog options you chose previously. The cabin changes, the state you find her in is different, you get different dialog. You start to splinter, there are more voices in your head. The voice of the broken, of cold. Your internal monologue becomes chaotic. But in a way, nothing changes. You are still supposed to kill the princess, and it becomes much harder. I'm not sure if there are any "good" endings past day one. If you don't defeat her perfectly and live in the void the narrator gives you, you become trapped in a cycle of violence. You die more, you get more voices, she becomes more powerful. It feels completely hopeless.
One of the endings (I don't completely remember how to get back here but I believe you have to kill her enough times?) she, this creature, possesses you. You hear her voice within your own head. Telling you to bring her to the rest of the world. That can't happen. She has proven herself to kill you if given any opportunity. You can't befriend her. I threw myself into a void, killing both of us. She is twisted and sick. Vengeful. She needs you to let her out. Once you start engaging with her, you are already doomed. She can't be entertained at all. If you do kill her at the very beginning and live, your life is empty. Floating in a void, told you are happy.
Maybe I'm a bit, but this is the most hopeless a game has made me feel. This game reminds me a lot of depression. I haven't finished the game yet, there are more paths I need to explore. There's an overarching plot line I haven't seen through yet. And I'm hoping to watch a video essay or two about the game, just to make sure I haven't missed anything and to hear other's thoughts on the experience. Anyway, that's my thoughts on the game at this point, its quite the experience for me.
Maybe some of it is thinner layers, but acetone works so much better to remove nail polish then the "gentle" removers. I'm still surprised it just wiped away, not an issue at all.
Acetone fucks, I use it myself tbh. I don't think it damages your nails if you aren't like spamming it, so.
The physical sensation of my thighs touching each other after a fresh shave is S tier
if i was a lion i would probably detransition because male lions got that sick mane and lionesses don't