I love how I look in makeup, but I actuality love how I look more when I wake up all disheveled, having slept in my makeup. Idk why, it's peak though, I look cute!

I made the mistake of re-visiting the Hank Green HRT stuff from last year (where he basically gave a bunch of harmful misinformation which he never corrected). I'm reading reddit comments and getting so angry at redditors from a year ago.

Yeah my voice is nice and all but one of these days I should probably figure out how to use it for more than thirty minutes straight without having to recover for a day.

Gosh there are multiple big things going on this summer now (and am in the process of planning), and it's just really exciting! Not to mention I'll be starting progesterone in a few weeks, and the weather's been getting warmer, which can be nice, but can also means the sun is baking me sometimes. It really feels like summer is already here... but it's not

The semester isn't over, I still have work to do, and I may have forgotten to take my meds today and am struggling to focus. Whoops! I should probably make sure I get my work done so that I can do the things I want to do.

i just grew into a whale from a fuckin tadpole 👍

Sure sex is probably cool but you know what's better, getting a full nights sleep with minimal piss/water breaks

I got ma'am-ed in public for the first time ever, by someone selling me noodles.

Ma'am/sir is somewhat less common in Australia, but still present.

I was wearing high waisted baggy jeans, converse high tops and a light sweater over a padded sports bra. Long hair in a messy pony tail. I have pretty good breast growth for only 3-4 mths HRT.

Honestly it kind of stunlocked me in a good way.

Are there any good trans resources on hair?
Like how to care for it, style it, choose a look etc.
Feel kind of lost.

Feeling tired and gross today

The real op avatar element we never got because Nickelodeon is cowards is piss bending, sure you think you're tough but what you gonna do when someone bends the piss out of you

Focaccia bread with latke baked in

Woohoo hamster mega!

Meredith sounds lovely. I'm glad she had someone that cared for her so much

arf

hi meredith

what a cutie, i'm sorry you lost her so early.

I can't simply state "I like men" and I don't know why. It's true, but I always feel like if I state it I have to go on the defensive and justify myself somehow even though I just... don't?

I like girls too. fucking love them. . I can say that confidently and without hesitance

but if I say I like men then I get super hesitant. my hand reaches for the back of my head and I feel... awkward? idk. I guess all my trans friends are transbians and I feel kind of out of place when I say "but men tho". but i'm on hexbear now and i still feel awkward talking about it? ugh

just got my day one chip from bedwetters anonymous :)

So I'm not closeted. But I present butch so most people probably just see androgynous/fruity man. I won't give the exact details for OpSec but last week I basically got outed on a large scale for a community I'm involved in face to face regularly. I had an almost panic attack because of it.

But I eventually realized "hey this was good, it's like pulling a bandaid off all at once".

Except no one seemed to notice, at first I thought people were just being polite and pretending not to have notice. It wasn't subtle it was literally almost "Xia Cobolt is actually a woman, she is trans!". But like no one actually was paying any attention in the slightest and I'm like relieved but also disappointed.

Doing black nail polish with pink sparkles on top. Looks nice been meaning to do something other than dark blue. Also got this scrunchie on that has this cute rose design, got a few like this. The scrunchie is black with a red outline, few other ones like a pink one, brown, and blue at home.