Anyone else live in a place with awful gender affirming care? It suucks so much, like god I hate Scandinavia😩
PopPrincess
joined 10 months ago
Yaah it feels so random, but mostly it just feels like HRT does nothing for me😖 I am thinking of doing an extreme form of weight cycling by getting to an underweight BMI and then taking pioglitazone and putting on like 10-20 lbs🤔
Ah yeah, I have anxiety too😭 Sometimes it feels like some person is just looking into my soul and knows I'm trans😭
Do you think breast growth can still happen if it stalled after 6 months HRT? Like I haven't had any growth since then and now I'm at 2 years and 2 months. At this point I kind of hope not as I'm hoping to get a BA within a years time😩
Also, when did you start feeling settled in your transition? I started at 19 too and I seem to pass now, but every day I still worry about getting clocked and what people think of me😩 I also still quite dislike my own appearance😖 I feel like I'm always chasing the next surgery or some other thing.
Yeah that's probably right and I do try to not think too much about these things😵💫, but I do hope to leave my home country some day, so I need a target country to work towards in the meantime😅
Luckily, here in Denmark they loosened up in regards to IDs so you can change your gender marker and legal gender without any restrictions except for a 6 month waiting period to think it over😩, but it might not last as our 'minister of equality' recently wrote an awful transphobic article in some terrible news media. But ya on all points pertaining to gender affirming care it's awful here😭