Malefail? yeah i failed at being male so damn hard, it was embarrassing

My partner and I are going all out on a Manicure and pedicure.

Also I looked at my hands today, and for the first time I felt like they were my own. Can't wait to see what a manicure does to them!

Today I participated in a silly lil gender survey and clicked the NONE BINEY option when presented. Idk how I feel abt it. I think it's reasonably accurate as a descriptor at least? But tryna define this weird semi nongender is uh weird. Autism gender? Weird n kinda scary?

I know I posted a few months back abt the person I was thinking about breaking up with and we did end up doing so since it was becoming more apparent we were going to be on different tracks in life. We're still close friends though, and we continue to have a good time in my tabletop game

Feeling beautiful today! Figuring out color correction + concealer has made me finally start seeing myself in the mirror. Having FaceApp gender me correctly sometimes is a big confidence boost :)

goddamn it my chest looks so fucked up, my boobs are too far apart because of how large my rib cage is and they're still really small so it just looks so fucking weird

i'm a little over two years in, am i completely cooked? i was told i was going to see the most results in year one, then i got told actually there will be more results in year two, if i hear that about year three it'll probably be cope but i need some fucking cope right now

I love that I have boobs now, it's just so gender affirming! I love seeing my body get more and more feminine

Hello everyone, I hope you all have a great week!!! Much love and down with cis 🥰🥰🥰✊✊✊🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

goddamn it i want to give up, i’ve known that i’m trans for years and i’ve been on hrt for over two but i still don’t feel like a woman

i have failed. i couldn’t be a man and now i’m failing at trying to be a woman

i want to go back, not because i want to be a man but because it’s easier, but i know that’s not possible. i’m too far into this shit for it to be easy to go back

but i’ve really been considering soft-detransitioning recently, just staying on hrt but doing nothing else and just introducing myself as my dead name to people. it’s so tempting to try and live an easier life but i know it won’t work, i know i won’t be happy, i know i won’t be comfortable

i’m stuck with no way out and seemingly no way to be happy with myself, whether i keep going forwards or try and go back, i will never escape myself

right nipple feeling a bit sore today . the E is working and it's working good holy shit

Been taking sooo many selfies lately. No idea if my face passes, but I sure do look cute :3 I love being a girl

Bodysuits are cute and fun to wear. I need more clothes that aren't just anime tops (though I will always have many anime tops)

Reasons why I personally wear a binder in order of frequency:

• I keep neglecting to buy a sports bra
• The outfit looks better with a flat chest
• It's like a wearable hug for two hours
• Don't want breasts in the moment
• Shirt doesn't fit otherwise q.q

Day 15 of telling my wife she is cute until she stops saying no

Omfg I told my coworker I liked her earrings and she gave me a pair 😭😭😭

This is the same coworker who asked if I'd want to be a woman a while back

I think it's happening, people

It's been a rough few days, but I got my first dresses in the mail yesterday. They are very pretty and (I think) flattering on me :)

Lesbians deserve to be cuddled and kissed

down with cis

god i love women so much it's unreal

hope everyone's having a good week

looking at old photos of myself now and like... wow that always was a girl? wtf??

there's a little girl in those photos to me now and it makes me want to cry because the estrogen makes me want to cry about things

At this point, with my situation, it may be sometime before I make any transition.

Edit: feelings have largely subsided for now