I have been feeling much better the last few days, depression wise. I hope it stays that way for a bit, I kinda forgot how it felt to not be depressed. Didn't really change anything about my sourrundings, so I hope it's actually the hormones helping.

I also am enjoying voice training, it's fun, and I always liked playing with my voice. When I was a child I could imitate other people, maybe I'll get there again. I also have been making progress with it, I am getting higher than I was two weeks ago.

ATTENTION: Skirt go spinny. That is all.

lets get this baby up to 500

thoughts on going to an all ages outdoor general pride event wearing pasties and a sheer/mesh top? if it wasn't clear the concern are the children or whatever

would it be a bad idea to get a bird feeder or 4 for my balcony if there's the bird flu thing going around? ty.....

So what's a normal dose for Estradiol Valerate? I feel like they gave me a pretty high dose? Either way letsssss gooooooooooo! I have to wait until tomorrow to get it but I'm already so excited.

Does anyone know about HRT in Cuba? All I can find is that it's free, there's a DIY scene, and there are government shortages. I want to know if the age of puberty is equal, whether you need real-life hazing, etc.

Edit: OK I did a pretty thorough search of Cuban websites and online scientific journals. I don't think this information exists online. Damn you Cubans! Stop touching grass!!

i only ever have 2 moods anymore:

*AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH I HATE EVERYTHING MANISH ABOUT ME I HATE LOOKING ANYTHING LIKE A MAN THIS IS THE WORST THING EVER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i look like a man? idk that's kind of not the vibe i'm going for but okay i guess

Settling into my new place and enjoying our backyard that the previous tenants turned into a little veggie field.

Put myself together a cute little gardening outfit from the clearance aisle (jeans were too short but otherwise perfect). My partner was gassing me up and even I sorta thought i looked cute despite not shaving for a few days.

Unfortunately my back is a fuck and I can't work for longer than an hour or two.

The silver lining is that my eyes and lashes are so goddamn pretty actually. When I have my bangs properly styled I really like my face from the nose up. It's the one thing keeping me going right now.

Very annoying that I can't shave my legs, cause it's too irritating, and also can't use IPL, because my hair is too bright for it to work. I guess I'll have to live with long pants for now, and practice body positivity.