Finally told my therapist about my ✨ gender feelings ✨ overall it went pretty well, not as bad as I feared (nothing ever is). He wants me to try things to see how I like it (although it kinda sounded like he wanted me to try more masc things but whatever). He also was kinda weird about me being attracted to women, and said that most of his trans clients are straight or bi, which seems odd to me but he did say some trans fems like women and that's fine and all that. But anyway the rest of it was good, a bit hard to catch up on everything and properly impress upon someone how I'm feeling when how I'm feeling changes all the time.

He did say that he felt like I never liked/cared about myself which is painfully true. But yea, I guess we'll see. It was really hard explaining myself when I don't even know what my goals are >.<

Edit: I know telling them seems like something you should just be able to do but I'd been really struggling to tell anyone so this is kinda big for me :ohnoes:

5 hours of sleep, whyyyy.

Anyways you did it! 500

500

i saw the tv glow live rn

Eu4 nations forming coalition after one italian povince is taken is so beautiful, everypne standing up against italianophobia.

I am currently feeling two things. I am terrified to tell anyone being a man doesn't feel right and I wish I was a woman.

And also am I actually trans 🤔

How can these coexist.

I see 96 new comments. Did the trans towers get hit?

I don't know who posted about the comic "Us" a few days ago. I think it was @ashinadash@hexbear.net.

Anyway, thanks for making me aware of it. I finished it this morning. It's sooooo cute and sooooo good. Also my husband started reading it yesterday. There are a few panels that honestly could have been written by him, about him. Especially the whole part about wrestling with ones sexuality and eventually landing on demisexual.