666 INCOMONG 😈 WE ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN EVER BEFORE!!!

oooohhhh i know this thread is about to close but i saw I Saw The TV Glow and now i am unbelievably big sad

WHat if gender

we gotta get to 600 ya'll

Any good advice or videos on shaping eye brows? I don't want super femme, but these things need to be harnesses and taken in

Waow, historic thread Sorry I had to go SLEEP and CUDDLE MY WIFE and all that!

good morning

depression vent (It's long)

Y'all I feel like shit (bland, dull, bad, idk how else to describe it). I'm hoping this is just because I'm on the tail end of my injection cycle, but if it's not I'm probably about to be put into the ringer. I really should look into therapy or something because I get the smallest wins (especially after starting E) and I say "wow E cured my depression I thought I had already gotten over" and then I get back into it and it feels worse than it did before. It could also be Bipolar or something of that vein, or even worse its just something fun that could possibly come from AuDHD (realizing as I am typing this that it would have been better for the neurodiverse comm but whatever I need to get it out there). Despite being on Hexbear now and getting to talk to all of you, I feel lonlier than I have probably ever felt. I got a taste of this almost a year ago when most of the people I know either moved or became too occupied, and I was like "this is fine, I like isolation anyway, I like my personal time" and then my family was gone and I realized how much I despise it. After my egg cracked though I suddenly found myself wanting to spend more time with other people. The issue is, after "preferring" isolation for so long (in combination with my AuDHD and whatever else is going on inside my head) I am left without (what I feel) are adequate skills to meet new people, make new friends, even talk to other peers. The farthest I can get in conversations was my (now ex) cashier job and in passing with strangers while walking/hiking because I have had a lot of time to hone scripts for these situations. When I don't have a script, however, and I try to do something, it sends me into an anxiety-ridden spiral (I struggle to learn because I just form scripts, these don't help me improve). This is so bad that it even happens on here; It's the reason I often don't know what to say, can't respond to others appropriately, etc (Y'all have just been getting a lot of this , I'm sorry I just haven't really been able to put much into words).

TL;DR (CW: excessive swearing)

Fuck my AuDHD, Fuck Depression (or Bipolar or whatever the fuck), Fuck Social Anxiety (and anxiety in general), and of course, I'm extremely sorry I haven't been present. How horrible is it that I disassociate from an internet forum and just enter lurker mode again. It makes me feel horrible and like a stalker

So that you all don't have to read these if you don't want to (or try to respond to it), or just want some positivity out of me, I can still give it. One of my friends is using my new name now, and I starting voice training today! I thought I would enjoy it, since I like singing and all, but it is a different beast. I'm used to vocalizing, but I'm rusty, haven't had to do it in a while, and I sound like some sort of combination between a dead animal and voice cracks (the voice cracks aren't bad, I know, but it's jarring).

Death to cis, Luna

WTF?! We're at 871 comments?! I step away for one day and all you awesome folks just wildly pump our numbers. I love it!

lol, make that 871 cause I accidentally double posted.

I think "on the level" meaning "legit" should make a comeback. I've been watching 1960s tv series.

does anyone know how long it usually takes for walgreens to restock estradiol valerate? i switched to injections and i still have two weeks left of my pills but i guess id like to know if i need to start calling other pharmacies

Happy last day of pride, y’all! Be kind and love yourselves out there.

I just reached my highest rating at chess.com ever: 2001. I've always wanted to break 2000 and I managed to eke that out. I'm amazed I did it. I don't know how. I'm tired, grumpy, and I drank way too much coffee today. And when I played yesterday - it was the same.