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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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Let's have another good week everyone 
gonna start reading beach boys songs as being about the trans experience to piss off 60 year old men
Does anyone else like certain names, but you choose not to take them because someone you know also has that name and it would be weird? 
I fucking hate being recorded 
and apparently the cis don't mind to the same extent, so my demanding not to be feels weird. Still do, cuz fuck 'em, but I hate it. And I hate that its not respected. Like seriously, why are you doing something to me that you know I don't want? wtf? So easy to just stop doing it if you know I'm uncomfortable but I guess no one cares.
Fallow makes me gay and wistful. This is an incredible new frontier in interactive technology, because I think the last time a game made me feel gay & wistful was playing fruity little twine games on itch or something. I do not get anything like enough chances to feel gay and wistful, the way I do with a good soulcrushing transbian novel or queer album, with viddy gaems. I desire viddy gaems to make me gay & wistful pls.
i think my cat thinks i am in league with the scary new fan we got recently. especially since i have the power to make it stop rotating when i'm trying to roll a spliff.
talking about dysphoria/eating/weight issues
I love how my brain just focuses on numbers. Height, weight, calories, doesn't matter. Like a fucking magnet. Its so incredibly toxic to me and with transitioning has only gotten worse. I'm feeling okay right now, but sometimes its just bad. Oh, and seeing other people's numbers. god that might be as bad as thinking about mine. Fucking hell.
But I am feeling good now, just reflecting on how I was feeling earlier/how I have struggled in the past.
I watched The People's Joker on Saturday and LOVED it. I really love that style of weird humor and I want to see more of this kind of thing. Stuff like this. Maybe I should just go watch more Tim and Eric.
I watched this weird 70's murder mystery today called Murder by Natural Causes because I initially thought it I was watching Columbo, but by the time I realized it wasn't Columbo I was into the story and wanted to finish it. It's not a great movie, but it's entertaining and has fun sort of classic silly plot-twist ending I liked. Anyone know where I can watch Columbo online by the way?
Finished Nier: Automata and loved it. So after the main ending, one of the NPCs lets you buy achievements with in-game currency, which I thought was genius and made me question my completionist urges. I looked up some older threads on it and people were predictably angry about it. lol
That big life change I previously talked about is coming fast and I'm simultaneously excited and nervous. Trying to hurry and get everything done that I need to do.
We've been talking a bit in tracha about starting a coven for trans witches. What's a good resource for learning wicca stuff? Can I be a real witch if I'm an atheist and skeptical about superstitions but also enjoy ritual stuff as a form of emotional expression?
What's an obscure piece of pop culture nostalgia you have? When I was a kid, I read these comics called "Ralph Snart Adventures" and still read them. What's something less known that you're into and want to share a bit about it?
CW; Crimes against humanity, body horror, weirdly personal.
spoiler
Soooo my grandfather was a human test subject on Eniwetok Atoll in the 50s for American nuclear trials. I happen to have polyorchidism. I'm pretty certain it's from radiation causing genetic damage. It gave me a horrible hernia that I had to have fixed at 23. But at the moment my problem is "do they work or not?" I'm on a pretty low dose of E (DIY) and I'm not sure if it's actually suppressing my T production or if I'm just fucking myself up.
Foxes are gay wolves.
blackpilled brainrot shit
If you have The Autism and don't know what social norms are, cannot perceive them... can I recommend strongly against learning about them? I mean it less in the, conversational politeness way and more the, some actions or traits or whatever, fucking styles of dress, have weird inexplicable connotations or horrible implications according to neuro fucking typicals. It is so cursed, like you know those guys on that 4chan board that always talk about chad and stacy, and the fucking "dating market" like it's goddamn wallstreet for their incel asses?? People rightly make fun of those anons, but by truth the actual social norms that have been concocted on our planet are not particularly far off of that. It's utterly fucked up.
The reason I recommend against learning them is because it's just psychic damage. It's not something you can use really, there might be stupid arbitrary rules or the person who told you might be seeing it a certain specific weird way, or just be wrong. So stay oblivious, stay well, holy shit.
nightmare body horror
Yet another dream where my teeth fall out, or they become loose enough I can just pull a bunch of them out in a chunk like a puzzle piece.
Idk why I dream about this so much, but I’m glad they are still there.
Epilating is pain 
But pain is beauty 
Edit: I will do my arm hair and get some, but under the light there seems to still be a good amount at a good length but no matter what the epilator won’t pluck them.
Can they be too long for it to work?
this user is currently full of unspeakably horny and touch starved thoughts about women
I had a really good day yesterday, so of course today i feel terrible, sad and down and in that space where i dont want to take care of myself 
Anyone here ever take benzo for anxiety? Did it work for you and would you recommend it?
(for the record I currently take mirtazapine, which i think??? is helping me regulate my mood a bit better because at least i'm not having many days laying in bed all day consumed by thought-spirals. but i still have incredibly bad anxiety especially around texting and communication, as I've mentioned before)
Kind of freaking out over the idea of having to have my picture taken for my passport.
What if I have to see it and I don’t like what I see and it causes me to spiral? 
I feel like I’ve been making progress these last few months and have been emotionally stable, I don’t want to ruin that.
My having left for three weeks recently also came with the fun fact that I don’t think I know a lot of people here now. We had one hell of an influx of new posters in the past couple months and that’s pretty damn great. Now I can’t keep up with the mega anymore. Especially since I’ve been horribly busy as well.
I ate a gabapentin recently :3 it would be cool to not have occasional collapses of confidence where anxiety eats me and I have to disappear, I hope this will help.
Might be a good thing I always cheap out on earbuds cause I always lose them 
Skipping past a baddie and running into a screen door.
Bisexuality is when you pluck your eyebrows