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The photo is a 1974 photo of Leslie Feinberg, from the FBI file on hir. I've written a piece on my interpretation of Transgender Warriors and Trans Liberation, but I don't think it's quite polished enough, so I'll post it later. Instead, I'll go over hir FBI file: https://s3.amazonaws.com/NARAprodstorage/lz/dc-metro/rg-065/6282555/Batch0010/6282555_100-HQ-480756.PDF.

The FBI thought Feinberg could be violating the Communist Control Act, advocating the overthrow of the government, and engaging in rebellion. Needless to say, a hero to all of us. Feinberg was a member of the Workers World Party (the party still exists, but more notably PSL split from it), which apparently wasn't openly advocating for the overthrow of the U.S, they just think it's inevitable.

My favorite line? "captioned subject is believed to be a white female, who became male through some kind of sex change operation, and is possibly homosexual". Some interesting language choice, and it's an interesting snapshot into the evolution of Leslie's identity.

The FBI found Leslie's place of birth and birthdate from public school records. It's a bit of an interesting look into all of the many places the FBI can get their information, along with how information like that was so much more patchwork before the digital age.

"Interview of subject is not being recommended because of the questionable nature of his sexuality". Hmm, interesting.

It's interesting how their investigation spanned multiple cities, from Kansas City to NYC to Bufffalo to Boston. It probably involved quite a few officers, though I'm sure it wasn't the main focus for all of them.

There's some interesting mention about changes in Leslie's gender identity. Born a girl, for a time wearing a beard and mustache, then going back to "she". I'm sure we all know, Feinberg's gender didn't stop evolving there.

"Subject reportedly contributes all extra money to WWP", Leslie definitely was dedicated to the cause. Leslie doesn't attend NYC WWP meetings, but the FBI doesn't mention why.

The FBI isn't immune to typoes, Leslie did some "criminal terspass" that garnered some attention.They wasted some time checking if Leslie was in Boston, but verified where Leslie in NYC lived by pretending to be a part of the Voter Registration Commission.

There's a whole 43 pages of documents, all just from 1974-75. There's plenty of interesting tidbits in there, so maybe check it out.


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[โ€“] belligerentkitten@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago

I love my partner

[โ€“] QueerCommie@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (1 children)
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[โ€“] Kiagz@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Had a job interview and fucked it up right at the beginning. I got really nervous and couldn't figure out what to say aubrey-cry-2

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[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (9 children)

Apparently all you're allowed to know is that I have gay thoughts aubrey-sad

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[โ€“] Moss@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (6 children)

Hello blue hair and pronouns communists. I want to dye my hair white. I have never dyed my hair before. A lot of guides tell me to go to a hairdresser but I don't want to and can't afford to do that. Do you have any advice? I know basically nothing about dying hair

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[โ€“] magi@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (6 children)

I've drank 3 litres of water today, I hope all of my comrades are keeping hydrated too comrade-raccoon

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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (4 children)

intentionally pissing off the judge to be held in contempt of court just so that i will be held

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[โ€“] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) (24 children)

bottom dysphoria, sad, hornyI fucking hate masturbating. Fucking disgusting shit. The dysphoria, the sadness, the guilt, it all sucks. I never want to feel horny again. Why the hell does my brain do this shit to me.
spoiler suicide
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spoiler probably the worst I've posted, seriously Honestly how tf can I not want to destroy my brain for what it puts me through? Fucking sick part of my body. Everything else tries to do its job at least. Not my brain. Deeply unwell, makes me feel awful constantly. So many issues, many not fixable. Should be destroyed. It will not be satisfied in life. If I had a gun right now I'd shoot myself. This feeling has only gotten worse with time and I don't see a way out. I felt a lot of these things as a teen and I do not wish to go back. Why, with the promise of clothes and hrt being soon (tm), am I continuing to get worse? Conditions get better and I feel worse? Deeply unserious. These spirals are almost every day at this point, and the fantasies are getting more graphic, more intense, longer lasting, everything. I can't go back to how things used to be.

Dear god why do I not have a gun.

I know this is a very selfish thing to post, so I may as well tell you all that I'm physically safe right now. I don't know how reassuring that is given all of what I just said but whatever, its the best reassuring I can give you, dear reader. :::

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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Oooh, my tits are starting to hurt again. Good sign they're probably going to grow more soon, which is good because they've been too normal feeling for too long

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[โ€“] Mousy@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) (1 children)

Absolutely bums me out that art is just the playground of bourgeois fail children

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[โ€“] Thallo@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (7 children)
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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (1 children)

trying to will my right tiddy to start getting sore and growing like her left sister be like

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[โ€“] Mousy@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (14 children)

I'd probably enjoy multiplayer games a lot if gamers weren't such assholes

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[โ€“] Yor@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (2 children)

dysphoriapure hatred of having a vagina - all of it, everything

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[โ€“] Eco@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (2 children)

just dropped a plate and it shattered kitty-birthday-sad

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[โ€“] GenderIsOpSec@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

thinking about music, cw suicideBeen listening to a lot of the same songs today that I listened to daily years ago while planning my suicide. It's weird, like I remember how they made me feel back then and I can kinda still "feel" the feeling hanging around me, but it isn't suffocating me anymore. I am thankful for the songs because they were keeping me alive, but now they are a reminder of a dark place in my life that I don't need to be reminded of any more than what I usually am.

Shame really, there's some bangers here. Ah well.

[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (2 children)

oh yep. tiddies vvv sore. should mean fun growth soon, probably :)))

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[โ€“] EllenKelly@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (4 children)

I'm having a bad day and this fucking cooked memory of being at a gallery with my mother just flooded back to me. We're in some dimly lit room, there's a temporary exhibition about mental illness. The mother points to some of the art and says something like hey that's like what you write / draw whatever. we don't discuss it further, I continue to struggle with poorly managed mental illness for 15 years. Death to the nuclear family.

urgh I want a cigarette and a cry.

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[โ€“] Thallo@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (6 children)

I had a coworker yesterday talk about how effeminate french men are and one time a french exchange student (who used to lie on coworkers lawn in his underwear trying to court coworker's "sister") slapped him across the face "like a woman"

So coworker did "what men do" and "wrastled him down to the floor"

And everyone at the work meeting was like what-the-hell

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[โ€“] Tommasi@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) (5 children)

Have been offline a lot and I haven't contributed enough posts to the trans mega this week. trans-sad

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[โ€“] Thallo@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (8 children)

Idk why I don't see this mega pinned anywhere.

I had to go to my post history to find the last mega, then find a nerd (who will not be named) who I could be sure would be posting in this one, go through that history to find this one.

It's like the Odyssey

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[โ€“] Thallo@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (10 children)

Thallo is getting better at makeup, and it's starting to make the right nervous

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[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

>post about makeup a lil

> over 40 replies

I love the Trans Mega! cat-trans

[โ€“] Luna@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (3 children)
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[โ€“] Luna@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (4 children)

I've had to use the bathroom 3 times within the past two hours ago. I'm not even drinking much water, is this the Spiro experience?

[โ€“] Yor@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago
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[โ€“] DeathToBritain@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

yo, they announced balatro merch? damn I really shouldn't spend this much money on a jpeg of a joker on a tshirt, but I want it

[โ€“] SexUnderSocialism@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

When you hear a song on the radio that really meant something to you and that you used to sing along with in the past, but can't stand anymore because the singer revealed themselves to be a transphobic shithead. desolate

[โ€“] buh@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

Iโ€™m in my edgy atheist phase again after reading about babaylan spain-cool

(yes Iโ€™m aware they were religious figures, which is incompatible with atheism)

[โ€“] Yor@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (2 children)
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[โ€“] Zrc@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) (10 children)

how tf am I able to successfully boymode with boobs this big? everytime I look into a mirror I'm jumpscared by how obvious they are. cissies really are blind

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[โ€“] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (1 children)

thinking about kicking a door and busting a head or two.

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[โ€“] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (9 children)

Whomst do I message to request them to add new pronouns? Would love to try on sie/hir leslie-shining

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[โ€“] LocalOaf@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (14 children)
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[โ€“] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

Hopefully my great uncle just stays asleep the 3-4 hours I have to watch him.

[โ€“] buh@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (9 children)
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[โ€“] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (15 children)

Gift for Women

soypoint-1soypoint-2

That's me!Doing some nail polish shopping, a lot of options, and apparently they all make great gifts for women lea-think

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[โ€“] Bat@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago (1 children)

my ability to deal with both hot and cold has gone to shit shatter

pre-hrt I had the AC set to 80 F in my apartment and that was comfortable, now there is an incredibly small range of 73-74 F where I feel comfortable and everything else is either too hot or too cold

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